oh god. what can be more worst??

hello pepo :)

I had a bad hair cut uhh ;x

its too short
>.<

WA!
I wanna do rebonding le narhs...
T.T

I using my papa's com now ehh!
^.^

So PEKCHEK siaa
this com is super lagg de norhs...
Lame man.

I do so little things in a loong time uhh.

MY lappy better ahhs
hmph.

Super super lag de norhs...
I juz download the msn then take such a loong time niaoos..
HOLYCRAPPOSHIT man.
and then copy some files from my phone to the com,
and take suchh a looonmg time uhh.
LAGGIE SHIT.

Lol.
haix.
now sunday liaoo.
:[

2molo monday...
then tuesday!!
T.T

I haven't touched my homework siaaa
T.T

^.^'''
Ltr bah.
ltr nth to do.
unless mama wanna bring me go ikea!

if not,
ltr do homework,
then jan wanna go swimming with me..
-.-
oh wells...
I wanna play VB with my cousinS siaa
cause its fun.
& my daddy and eldest cousin can coach me ^.^
My daddy can teach me setting!
He last time setter ehh :]]

And my cousin can teach me spiking ^.^
He plays centre spiker.
last time in national team ehh ^.^

WOW.
I so lousy.
main team also dun have uhh
>.<'''

jiayou jiayou!
I MUST IMPROVE DURING THIS HOLIDAY.

I seriously dunno wad i'm gonna do with my hair uhh
I going to cry le narhs.
the frindge is okayy.
but the back is
hollygod, you're playing tricks on me again!!
:(

i gotta help my cousin do her blogg now :)
byee :]

KONGLONG tee x)

pepo!
Good news!

I got the KongLong tee!
:)

nice luh!
only no KL name.
A little wasted uhh
:[

Cause I love my name okay?!
KONGLONG SHASHA is a nice nameee
^.^

next time then i post the picture
So keai :]]

very sian uh
tiring
must do many homework
>.<

N VB!!!
haix
8am to 6pm.
I can't skip anythingg siaa
:[
I'm free.
T.T

OHGOD.
Make me sick for juz one day
T.T

oh i gtg
byee ;]

A picture speaks a thousand words :)

Hello pepo :]

I'm rushing for time now :)
Ltr goin out with KLs to get the tee :]
YAY!
finally.
Juz let the pictures do the talking
and when I'm back,
I'll post again bah!

:)
See you pepo!

KONGLONG SHASHA Pawwed!

JOAN ; volleyball :)
KONGLONGS
ME :) (before hair cut)
Teachers day
DD and ME :)

ShiFu and me :)Captain mao and me :)
WingYan and me :) (Wingyan looks so innocent sia x])
WRPS!!!
not much has changed... :)
OMGoash! thats MrsMano!!!
WALL OF FAME :)
I miss WRPS. :)
TROPHIES!!! :]]]]]
WRPS better than CCHY, everywhere got mirror x)
SINGAPORE is our homeland :) many values de okayyy
class room!!!
the library that i know so well...
outside library
rain forest walkway!
my fav okayy

At Lins house. I loe the mirror :)
new haircut!!
frindge still long hor..
not really lah! xD
but it's short!! >.<
dun tie better lahh :]


GTG! I'm late!

oh god. there goes the cat.

hello pepo!!
:]

Super hyper!
see, this proves without VB I can be very happy uhh.
x)

2molo is friday!
2molo no lesson!!
juz went out shopping and became mad!!!

So i'm pretty crazyy now :]

I think I should thank all those pepo that supported me and encouraged me these pass few days.
I couldn't believe I was soooo.
Emo / mean on words.
JiaoLian is NOT a bad guy lahhhh.
& I'm not bad either!!

x)
oh god, I'm seriously mad.

TODAY!!
no reading.
MrThong took it to return test papers.
I got 32 i think.
O.O
LOL
thats pretty bad isn't it?
heh.

Then I gave out the dental slips.
index no 1 all the way to 33 was down for dental check up.
Then give out half way ChuaChua come in:
ChuaChua : can you please ask for the teachers permission before giving out things?
Me: I already got the previous teacher's permission
Then I continued.
Actually , i didn't even stop luh.
CC, (raising voice , in serious tone):"MEIMEI" can you please ask the teacher before giving out something?
this is not the previous teachers period.
I dun like this kind of attitude,
it doesn't show respect to the teacher.

O.O
er...
wad the hell.
then I was thinking not to let him crush my happy mood and said:
orhs. okay. can I please give out the slips?

CC: please do.

wad the hell.
back to square one.
If i'm interrupting the lesson then he can ask me to stop or something wad.
Why ask me do something for the sake of his pleasure?
crazy.
but actually he did have some sense lahh.
wadever.
he is FULLOFCRAP.
to tell the truth hor,
his lessons very boring eh.
then he always say something non related to lesson
then i dunno wad to write in the diary for that period.
=.=

HIST.
copying notes.
I had so much difficulties uhh.
I didn't bring my specs out...
Lmao.
was starting to be afraid that things weren't gonna be alright...
carry on...

REceSS.
Wow .
i had a big appetite uh.
pizza and lomaikai.
:]]]
Hehe.

English.
worksheets...
=.=
Then i was supposed to write the answer on the board.
then i ask Kc for the ans.
He say if he wrong then he give me 50cents.
AND I WON 50CENTS
HAHA.
lol.

Maths.
er.
wad happened ahh?
OMgosh.
I STM.
I only know got homework.
=.=
oh man.

so many homework plus torture camp...
=.=
T.T
LOL..

Assembly,
prize presentation!
I sit beside VIV!
:]

Then go AMK.
shopped with KLs for jiaolian's prezzie.
ended up buying a shoe bag.
=.=
Actually i didn't think jiaolian needed a shoe bagg uhh
>.<'''
I think a bag or a bottle is better lahh
So i have a feeling JL is gonna be disappointed @ us uhh.

Then go causeway!
Met missworld!
& anna mama and JOAN!

Then we go buy prezzies.
& fooled around.
& ate GELARE
hehe.
MAMA's idea uhhh
=.=
HEH
then bought prezzie for:
MrsTan
MrAng
MdmYeo
MrsGoh
MissAng
:]

Then when going out we crapped abt crushes and
vivian's big mouth let the cat out of the bag.
and JOAN was like:
OMGosh! you like XXX???!!!!
-.-
Vivian is so gonna be dead.
Then we talked abt all the pairs in the sec one VBs
=.=
arghhh.
finefine.
we juz fahuachi okayyy.
not like.
=.=
& i seriously dun trust joan.

Then homed!
YOU KNOW?!
I got conned uh!
monitoons sold the DIY curtains for 2.95
I buy and saw MORETHANWORDS sell for 1.90 uh!!!
ARGHHH!!!
I alr spent alot liao uhh
=.=

I dunno why either.
everything juz adds up to alot.
lucky got bring alot money...

There goes my savings!!!!!

argh.
okay.
hyper dino shasha is gonna invade CCHY 2molo!
watch out!
x)

bye pepo!!

VB VB VB

hello pepo :]

volleyball life is getting from bad to worst uh.
I'm tired tired tired sia

2molo still got VB
:c

Then next week day camp.
8am to 6pm.

fuck.

homework how ahh?
crazy old man.
everyday.
Then we no need rest de meh?
walao eh.

I hate you ah.
yesterday keep scolding and scolding.
today trying to kill us silently.
wad the hell.

:[
:[
:[

KongLong shasha is SAD.

so sad I feel like crying.
I feel like quitting.
I feel like going for a long long holidayy.
:C

sian.
I'm sick of life.
Regretness.
remorseful-ness.
Worried-ness
Tiredness.
They come at the same time don't they?

Kanasai.
2molo training is wad I'm still worried about.
HAIX.

Xiexie shaJi for your comfort.
But I dun feel comforted at all...

bye pepo.
this post ends here.
cause jiaolian made me
so frustrated,
so tired.

So wanna die
that I dun even think of MrMou at all.

volleyball rocks.
its the training that sucks.

KONGLONG SHASHA pawwed..

the volleyball passion is dying out.

hello pepo :(

Volleyball was bad.
:[
It sucked.

I was super slow.
:[

Sometimes I juz feel like quitting.
Cause I dun see the need to train so hard and play well.
We dun get a career out of VB...
Right?

Haix.
sometimes feel so tired.
2molo oral.
then CCA AGAIN.
walao.
wad does he take us as?
The worst thing is that training with seniors...
=.=
Today was actually in a hyper mood de luh.
He crushed everything by hitting me in the face and the head.

How can do that?
Even my parents don't do that.
We play badly also not on purpose right?
We also feel bad uhh.
:[

Worst,
must wake up early and go for that freesbie thingy.
Zoe better make it in time
x)
Or I'm gonna crush her headd.
LOL.
She owes me one.
Not really very enthu abt the freesbie thingy lahh.

Haix.
Can`t believe I'm goin to stay as a volleyball till I'm sec3...
Think of it also siann.
So busy liaoo leh.

Come to think of it hor,
we busy actually cause of VB luhh
x)

Even if I quit,
then wad CCA i'm gonna join??

haixx.
sadds.
byee :[

The excitement has not died down. (:

hello pepo :)

Still in a very good mood 2day :]
only you can do that :)

Today I slept till 1pm siaaa
x)
Raining mah.
Then friday I abt 1++ then sleep
Then friday usually very tired cause
-hyper
-end of tiring week
-got volleyball

x)

Speaking of VB.
Juz now watched Vb finals for olympic
they ery pro uhh.
I CANNOT make it ahh..
x)

I main team also cannot make it liaoo
:[
aww.
Nvm.
I have mrmou's zhichi :)

Now watching e zuo ju 2 wen (it started with a kiss2)
:]

Very cutee uhh
x)

2molo goin out :]
vivo :]
Goin to
-buy water bottle
-buy story books
-have hair cut
-buy rubber band
If can buy Volleyball :]
YAY

vivo. can see doggie :]
I want a doggie!
juz now got a black puppy
come into the house man!
KAWAII.
Cause the door nvr close.
then the puppy come in through the gate!
LOL
So small right!
LOL.
Black labrador.
later show u all the pics :]

nothing to write liaoo :[
LOL.
byee :]
PICTOs
Mdm Yeo's cute cute SON :] Kawaii

Vb boys
serving
ZHUZHU!
the puppy!
see how small?
my granny carrying the puppy
awww. kawaii
OH no! my ham hams
foood?
I LOVE that kawaii doggie!!!

byee pepo, again

KONGLONG shasha pawwed :]

only you. the best day of my lifee :]


Woke up around a half past ten
Can't believe that I'm late again
Put down 'bout a quart of caffeine
To start my pulse and then
I grabbed my jeans off the floor
And I hit the door

Just the same ol' same
Just goes to show, you never know
When everything's 'bout to change

[chorus]
Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl
Who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day then I
Had the best day of my life

Can’t say exactly what it was
She’s not the usual type
She wore a cowboy hat with her red Prada boots
And a Gwen Stefani smile
Then she pulled out a pen
And surprised me when
She wrote her number on my hand
Then she was gone, and from now on
I’m gonna be a different man

[chorus]
Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl
Who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day then I
Had the best day of my life

I guess it goes to show
You never really know
When everything’s about to change

[chorus 2x]
Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl
Who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day then I
Had the best day of my life

just a small action from you, and I had the best day of my life :)

hello pepo :]

I'm a happy ShaSha.
:]

TODAY.
Almost late >.<
arghh.

Art.
Sian.
Walked around the room
getting hyperrr
x)
nth to do mahh
>.<
I finished everything uh.
LOL.
I see that our class is very good at shading and sketchingg
:]
All very nice de luh.
Mine suckedd
x)

PE.
Dancing.
for the aces thingy.
JiaoLian so bad.
Make me sit behind henry
the whole row is boys eh.
And beside me also x)

But at least at the back uh
:]
And beside me is a great dancer jingYi
And a somehow very enthu moniter ZiWei
O.O

i was hungryyyy >.<'''
and was searching food that would satisfy my stomach
^.^'''

Science.
MrThong very sian uh.
haix.
I'd rather jump into the pond.
LOL.
haola.
homework.
haix

FnN
MdmNUR not here!
:]
we stayed in class and do chapter 5
:]
And the chatted around
:]

&&& my ZHU(1)ZHU(1)
plays the erhu well uhh :]

VB
all started well uh
:]
I can serve with my palm
:]

until spike receive.
Cause i sloww uhh
>.<
kana scolded and injured my finger
:[
It HURTS
:(
& I'm getting fat
>.<
awww mans.
I seriously needa lose weight.
>.<'''

raining when we were goin home
father fetch us KongLongs home.
:]
YAY
Now then can use com
>.<

ShuShu is a good guy (:
He's comforting me abt the cying thingy (:
xiexie ni :]]

Byee pepo :]

KongLong ShaSha pawwed!

MrMou.
only you can make me so happy :]

A very bad start , a happy ending :]

hello pepo!
:]

Today!
I thought life was going to get more and more worst uh..

Chinese.
ChuaChua seriously is weird today.
He doing worksheets!
OMGosh.
Finally I don`t feel guilty writing in the diary.
x)
He always crap for one period,
then that period I dunno what to write.
HAHA.

Then history.
Return of the paper.
:[
This was where it all happened uhh.
:x
I didn't finish shading the OTAS
then 10 marks gone uhh.
Then dun have the marks I fail eh...
:c
>.<''' I forgot uhhh. Haix. Then I started to break down uh. :[ And I found out today that some of the boys in our class are very kind and nice uhh :]
Amos and DeJian sit behind me
and then DeJian help me count marks
and Amos ask me go find teacher
:]
XieXie ni :]]
Felt so touch and decided I won`tt cryy uh.

Then in the end I failed by one mark
& since life is getting so bad
I started to cry uhh.
I dunno for wad reason uhh.
Probably cause i have never failed an exam b4.
But i didn't think it was of a big deal uhh.
But the tears wouldn`t stop.
:[
>.<''' DeJian and Amos like shock tio liddat
And Lisa was like laughing? O.O
Then they started comforting me :]
xiexie again :D
VaLeRie means strong and I will not cry.
But this time, cause of VB and everything that happened recently,
I guess it was just too much...
:c
gomen.

Recess.
Emo the whole time.
B4 recess DD hugged me and then I started wailing again..
But thanks DearDear,
I didn't mean it uh.
Juz when some one shows concern to me I will start crying...
^.^'''
As if I was very pitiful mahhs.. ;]
Xiexie ni :]
I love you :D

and Lin was like super patient with me.
She was like walking around with a Zombie luhh.
Sorry! >.<'''
I was like a zombie uhh.
Juz drinking and staring into space...

Then after recess felt better.
Xiexie to ferlyn too :]
Even though wad u said didn't make any sense to me.
x)
Juz because she was so funny i had to laugh :]

English.
Got back paper also.
Summary was great.
but too bad i had limited vocab uhh.
>.<
Then become 25/40
>.<
b4 uhhh.

Maths.
OMGosh.
sleeping with eyes opened again
Mrang was going through the paper. :]
but behind i all correct :]
:D
&&& I careless like xiao,
Lost abt 8 marks.
8 precious marks... >.<'''
Haix.

Then assembly.
Was pretty interesting uhh :]
Probably cause the speaker was very funny x)
Which is gd lahh! :D
But the talk until 2++ wor,
LOL
But i didn't think anyone minds uh. :]
And THAT, is a successful speaker :D

I watched a clip on bullying that he showed us.
About a boy always get bullied at sch,
all his friends laugh at his singing.
When he sang,
it was like HOLYGODNESS!FREAKTHOSEIDIOTICBULLIES!!
It was nice uhh
everyone was impressed.
Even the judges :]

And then i felt to touched i cried uh :]
I felt so happy and sorry for the boy.
and everyone was looking at me cause of lisa's big mouth.
Lol.
She said after that i was soft.
LOL.

cause my last name is "ruan" wad.
But valerie means strong,
so it's pretty ironic uhh x)

Then went to get marks for history.
And MrVICTOR TAN agreed! :]
YAY!
I was so scared he wouldn't agree uhh.
Cause i have no prove that I finished the paper on time uhh.
Maybe I couldn't complete in time mahhs but he agreed lei!
He say OF COURSE LAH! :]
yay.
I love him :]
lol

And all went well uh :]
I'm a happy dino today.
:)

Then went to mac with
guigui & friend
sotong ,
deardear ,
jiamin ,
viv ,
lyn ,
missworld ,
:]

Sotong has an admirer uhh
aisehhh
loL.
Then ate McFlurry :]
And homed :]
I love the konglongs :]

byee :]

KongLong ShaSha pawwed!

Ps: u really know how to please me,
and make me go "goo goo gaa gaa" x)

Little miss emo.

hello pepo!
Long time no post.

These few days very emo uh.
Haix,
forget it forget it.

monday we go CIP
go swammi home or something.
all very embarrassing uh.
Cause so many weird silence.
We all crowd in a corner.
dunno wad to talk uh.

then we like so ting teh.
LOL.

I angry at MrMou
-.-
:c

i very sads uh.
:c

tuesday go frisbee thingy.
I no partner,
only girl.
i can't throw the frisbee well uhh :[
it rolled all the way to outside the linkway there.
from sports hall to link way.
roll.
x)

today.
i love history
in lecture theater
:] shuangggg.
:D

the rest i forgot liao...
haha
STM.

VB pretty sianzzz.
very tiring.
I type very slow uh...
hao la. byee :]
post 2molo :]

the 100th post!

hello pepo :]
This is the 100th post!
yay!!!
claps claps!

Today is Sunday!!
:]
later goin out with captain and vice captain and missworld!
:]
we goin to make konglong tee siaa!!
x)
yayayayaayayayaaayyyy!
I very hyper siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
Later then i show you all the tee.
not comfirmed yett.
very nice de okayy.
We juz scared too much money needed
xD
We goin queensTown :]
or was it queesway?
LOL.

&&& I finished my homework!
I'm a good dinooo :]

My cousin LiLi migrating to thailand uhh.
No moneyy.
He dad can`t find a job siaa.
And her mom come from thailand mah.
Sayonaraa...

Anyways,
lets talk about VB!
:]
Friday was very bad siaaaa.
but thuursday first lahh.
Thursday was great.
We trained with boys cause they have a pathetic 5 person.
after that 6 i think.
one was late.
LOL.
then all was great uhh.
i can serve ball over,
save properly,
spike nicely.
Juz damn slow.
O.O
LOL

Friday.
Haix.
Was crap.
Trained like xiaoo.
But all was fine b4 the match.
arghh.
I very tired and dun want match uhh.
I played so badly that I got switched out
>.<'''
It does break my hearrtt u know... :[
All the humiliation.

Aiya, forget it lah.
I nvr play well when play with seniors.
Many stress uhh.
maybe cause no confidence luh.
haixxx.
after that eat 7-11 dinner with fer, viv and MissWorld.
Ferlyn left early uh.

Then to TP uh. :]
haix.
Until today I still fell so bad about the switching out thingy.
Haix.
But the seniors all very kind uh.
Crystal gave me a comforting smile i will never forget :]
xiexie ni!
:D
roar...
Konglong shasha is sad.

AIYA!
Forget it lah!
100th post cannot sadds siaa..
Gomen Gomen.
Juz that nth happy to say uh. x)

I angry with MrMou siaaa.
LOL.

Talk abt angry,
that stupid moniter.
keep bullying me.
bodoh.
BAKA.
roar.
bully me. :[

Friday he ask me to put register.
well, since he has been putting the register for the whole week,
I said okaay norhs.
And some more i thought cause ltr he training at 5pm,
so wanna go out with boys.
So i agree.

Then I wait for the other group FnN students.
They haven't come back.

Then he left.
So i tot he goin out le mah,
So i must lock the door.
Then wait until 130pm,
They all come back.

Then I come out of the class ,
lock the door
and saw him with shushu sitting there talking.
-.-lll
ROAR.
Then he can lock the door mah!
Then i dun need wait mah!
I 2pm have training lei!
stupid!
baka!
Roar!

cooling down**

finefine.
forget it.

I dunno wad to wear later siiaaa.
I only have shorts and t shirt here siaa.
And sandals.
Aiya.
forget it.
juz wear.
haix.

MrsTan Marking the common test.
later she faint siaa haha.
I really scared sia.
All those i study nvr come out
>.<'''

well, I gtg soon.
So byee :]

PICTOs to celebrate 100th post!
My hamsterr! peek-a-boo! :]

the 7-11 dinner. :]
me!
the focus is my shoes sia. very white! :]

My uncles's house.
blk62, 30th story!

nice scenery!:]
whoa. sure die. lol
zilian in the lift.
long ride siaaa =.=

Randoms.. :]
WoDeAi, aiishiteru :]

me :]

Ferlyn's house ; mugging
i love ferlyn's house!

Her room :]
living room :]
dining room :]
PIANO!


Balcony siaaa!!! :[ I want.

our lunch. :]Lame #1
lame #2 =.=
whoa. sexy leggs :]
piano maniac. (there's no sound actually xD )

Chocolate
bu yao lian. go open pepo's things.
heart. can seee?us :]
pretty pose x)
arghh. tio hit.
SWENSENS ice cream! :]


whoa, nice :]
zilian :]]
don't see her as mature. she don dare call for bills and waitress. =.=
my cupcakes!!!!!ps: I'm really angry this time.
all because of you.