Thursday, April 30

hello pepo(:


random posting.
please remind 2H people.

READ ANNOUNCEMENTS AT CLASS BLOG!
-.-

idk wad announcements,
but just go lah.

-.-

read elen's blog.
LOL

randomly rmb that her mom reads my blog OCCASIONALY
LOl.

funny thing lah.
the previous time she say i emo or something ahh...
LOL

I'm HAPPY(:

yes(:

i have a goal,
and a free life,
and a happy life.
LOL

because evrything falls into place right now.
HEH.

oh yeah people,
i love julian hee ^^

someone asked me what i wanted to be when i grow up.
the answer is so simple:
taitai loh.
LOL

realised that there are many gossips going around recently.
LOL.

people, don't hate and support the couples.
heh.

julian hee is a dog trainer.
super random, i know.
too bad.

-^^-

mye coming.
that seems to be seriously...
bad.
LOL

the first paper came and went lah.

OHOHOHOHOH!
read this people:
weiyi knocked his head at the door this morning.
haha
laugh.

he put his head there and i opened the door
and WHAM.
wow.

and after recess he still came rushing over lah.
stupid guy.
haha

i'm happy today,
cause i understood maths.
hah.

quite an achievement.

awww man.
buy me a nice nice bag during christmas.
not to mature,
not too childish.
HAHA.

LOL.
be hyperistic people.
oh i'm crazy talking crap.
-.-

yijuan is a very chio butt of mine.
haha.
random.
elen is also a very chio butt of mine.
heh.
depends on whether you like wild or gentle.
hah.
advertise my cousins.

okay.
just click the close button man.
and nvr come back again.
x)

walao.
idk wad to say can...

one last time:
julian hee is hot lah! (((x

shasha

Wednesday, April 29

hello pepo (:
hah,
had maths supplementary today
:DDD
so no napping for me 
DDD:

oh man.
at least i could understand chapter 6.2
HEH.
not bad already lohh.
tmr is the very scary compo papers.
Hope i get the...
er..
thingy.. right.
-.-

oh yeah, the format.
HAHA.

chinese should be okay
gulps.
-.-

english looks very horrifying to me.
-.-
must remember many many stuffs.
x.x

then, 
have MYE maths.
that sucks man.
LOL.

partner and gui are gonna coach me
:DD
cause i totally CMI in chapter 4.
T.T
BOOO.

vijay didn't do his job.
haha.
cause i didn't give him any job to do.
x)

I'm a happy person today,
cause i understood maths.
Hah.

probably cause i haven't started on anything.
LOL.
fitness, walk dog...
homework.
we have to study 9 chapters of history,
goodluck to me.
hah, don't even start on science.
-.-

OH MAN.
I want a B3 for english.
i want i want i want.
by hook or by crook I'm gonna get it man.
-.-
seeing that i got all Cs for practice papers,
i'm thinking by crook.
x)

I want I want I want 
to aim for 3g.
LOL
partner don't torture me.
3H.

LOL
probably settle for F in the end but well,
aim higher better mahh (:
and I wanna go JC.
:D
nanyang / anderson will do for me ;DD
thanks to mrong's very nice speech.
LOL
i decided i shall go to JC.
:D


probably won't walk dog.
><
poor baobei.
heh,
bear with me for awhile lahh 
^^
I've gotta mug with partner.
spritually.
xDDD
my partner can really set me going man.
partner, don't know what to do without you.
^^
no motivation lah.
><
that's so mushy.
heh.
i love partner.
:D
:DDDDDDDDD


oh yeah, 
couldn't understand why beibao wanted to come my house today.
she's weird.
-.-

Oh yeah, 
i want to train up my leg and hand muscles.
very weak.
D:
LOL.
my hands are very weak.
heh.
and my leg muscle not nice lei.
HAHA
train like xiaoo.

ankle weights,
weights...
fitness.

shasha has many positive goals :D
cause i feel there's alot of time.
^^
don't like wasting time.
very happy todayy :DDD

julian hee<33333
i've been looking for his name high and low kayy.
superrrr shuaii guy. 
HEEE ><
-^.^- ♥♥

LOL.
and i found out that not many people like him.
but still...
^^
better than some guy 
give me the dulan face whenever i greet him in the morning.
-.-
humph.
angry at you.
x))

okay people,
byee (:

fitness, here i come. (;

-SHASHA

"Baby, I agonized over not being able to see your face,
to hear your voice.
I'm sorry.
I broke your heart even though I knew it was so fragile.
but now, I'm back,
and I'm never leaving again.
Don't worry, I shall cradle your heart till it heals,
even if it takes forever.
I  can't bear to see you cry,
I can't stand to see you hurt, 
cause I can't live without you." K.

Monday, April 27

hello pepo (:
this blog is going to be dead tilll after midyear exams(((:
thank you people for all our tags,
I love you all!!
:DDD
lol,
except benedict, super random.
pop out of no where.
HEH.
intro,
benedict is my super cool junior,
probably the first guy i partnered.
HEH.
he's super cool okay.
HAHAHAHAHA.
oh yeah. people, nummerdor is very shuaiiii <333 


LOL. the one on the right.
HEH.

well,today had practical.
I love my salad okay!!!
super cool sia.
sweet and sour.
HEH
((:

well, thats all bah.
till after MYE people!

shasha wants a L1R5 of 14
heh.
seems impossible at the rate i'm going,
HAHA.
at least there's a goal ;DDDD

-shasha(:

Wednesday, April 22

i give up on maths.

i started at 8pm.
now, I didn't even complete a question.
no mood.

TMM, you suck man.

keith,
i don't think codes and theodore can hold me any longer.
you are needed.


i'm starting to cry, all over again.

come home will you?
as soon as possible.



-just not that innocent.

Monday, April 20

lilo and stitch

hello pepo (:
LOL

I just woke up
-.-
had a great nap ;DDD
xDDD

went to causeway after school.
ate breeks
-.-
then didnt have enough money to pay for shoes
-.-

so superman boyfriend had to pay.
xDDD

saw jiaolian outside causeway and we were like:
oh my, suayyyyy.
the first thing he did was:
fringe
and brushed his fingers across his forehead like he always does.
-.-
win liao luhh.

come home and oh boy, I was tired.
SLEPT like pig
^^

basically, there's nothing much in my life without volleyball :DD

well,
obviously I didn't do science,
and I didn't study at all.
well,
am gonna take a shower,
eat my dinner,
and finish my chapter 14.
workbook.
if mrsSuresh doesn't check,
I'll go crazy.
xDDD

oh yeah,
sleeping can make you less fat!
sleep more!
:D

boyfriend saw an addidas shoe man.
the side strips were like transparent luhhhh.
and it only costs 70+ bucks.
-.-
hah, nvm.
i love my shoe too!
^^


I think most of us actually are like this.
xDD

yup. I comfirm.


I LOVE SHOPPING ;DDD


I saw wallets that I wanted.
I saw shoes that I wanted.
I saw games that I wanted.
I saw bags that I wanted.
yet, i'm in a financial crisis.
save me!

oh, prince charming
come on your white/black horse i don't mind,
you'd better bring all your credit cards though.
pamper me and I'll smile (:

haha!


oh yeah,
my phone currently has 0% battery and my charger is at toapayoh.
-.-
this sucks man.

hah, replyvall your messages tmr afternoon after PREDICTED movie with boyfriend
If I disagree,
I bet she'll ignore me the next day.
HAHA.





Shouldve Said No - Taylor Swift
It's strange to think the songs we used to sing,
The smiles, the flowers, everything,
Is gone.
Yesterday I found out about you,
Even now just looking at you,
Feels wrong.
You say, that you'd take it all back,
Given one chance, it was a moment of weakness,
And you said yes

You should've said no,
You should've gone home,
You should have thought twice before you let it all go.
You should've known that word 'bout what you did with her'd, get back to me.
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind,
Shouldn't be asking myself why,
You shouldn't be begging for forgivness at my feet,
You should've said no
Baby and you might still have me.

You can see that I've been cryin',
Baby you know all the right things,
To say.
But do you, honestly,
Expect me, to believe,
We could ever be the same.
You say, that the past is the past,
You need one chance, it was a moment of weakness,
And you said yes

You should've said no,
You should've gone home,
You should have thought twice before you let it all go.
You should've known that word 'bout what you did with her'd, get back to me.
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
Shouldn't be asking myself why,
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet,
You should've said no
Baby and you might still have me..

I can't resist,
Before you go tell me this,
Was it worth it,
Was she worth this.

No, no, no, no

You should've said no,
You should've gone home,
You should have thought twice before you let it all go.
You should've known that word 'bout what you did with her'd, get back to me.
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
Shouldn't be asking myself why,
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet,
You should've said no
Baby and you might still have me..

I actually think that this song will be like "sorry"
LOL!
I listen to it practically everyday 100 times lah.

My laogong looks super shuai in her CO uniform!
;DD
random.
-.-


hah, coming back to me now is useless,
your magical charm doesn't work anymore.
you should have said no in the beginning.
go back to her.
she needs you more than I do.


shasha is back :D

Thursday, April 16

hello pepo (:

er.
LOL.
I didn't know what made the bubble burst that day.
I've always believed in myself,
in who I am,
and take in all that's good and bad about me.

well,
maybe because I'm really not even close to perfect,
there are many many mistakes, regrets, and disasters that I meet.
probably yesterday they all came at once,
it made me lose morale.
starting to think of negative thoughts,
one after another,
makes me feel very weak.
So i referred myself to a monster in a shell.
haha.

well,
after a nice sleep,
and my super encouraging mom,
I became myself again.

well, my mom just demanded to see my paper,
and she saw the marks and she said:
aiyoh! terrible.
and she gave me that face again.
then she started trying the first question...

well, after a while i came to her again,
and she said:
no wonder you fail.
I was like:
xDDD
and she was like:
MOY you fail like this you go tuition.
and I just said:
okay lor.

ohyeah,
yesterday during volleyball I started to cry and I think i startled all my juniors:
I'm sorry.
haha.
to my teamates:
aiyah,
you know I cry alot.
jiaolian:
you called me crying god once.

just that i only know how to cry to start my problem solvings.
haha.
except maths.
-.-

i'm a cry baby and happy to be one.
^^

anyways,
er. vivian and I went to watch L.O.V.E on tuesday and it rocked.
not the movie,
the actors.
HAHAHAH.

yesterday,
training was slack,
never do setting,
never do receive.
._.
^^

played match.
relive the excitement,
the skipping of heartbeats.
LOL.
exhilarating.

idk what to say,
as I always do...
-.-

er.
thanks jasper.
didn't know you were more than cupid.
._.
x)

you cute cute guy.
i think you took it too seriously,
haha
seems that you are shock to see me like this.
x))

well, I become like this once in a while,
when the stress is overwhelming.
xDDD

just say:stand up soon.
LOL
I'll get better the next day or so.
I'm pretty happy go lucky.
ahahaha.
I had to admit I was trying to keep a straight face while reading jasper's taggs.
love this guy man!!
top 10 lah!!
HEH.
i love to many people.
x))

I haven't done
maths.
grahh
i drew 1 and a half graph only
need 7.
aiyah,
just do 3 can le lah!!
weekend finish up everything lah!
MEHHHH!!!




stupid naive girl.
lol
nice hairdo!!
you wouldn't believe if I told you it's actually messy
hmms.
nice fringe.


look carefully,
who do you see???
LOL
my dearest jiaolian,
standing in the human sea.

love tickets.
LOL
such a fake smile.
mine more real ^^

kisses for boyfriend!

the main thing is actually the
tickets.popcorn
I'm kidding lah!
ZAC EFRON 17 AGAIN (:
premieres today! :D

the heart throb.
(:
wangzi.
LOL
vivian loves him like xiaoooo.

:DDDD
this guy has the same last name as meeee <3
super cool ((:

LOVE :D
<333

3shoots.
:DD
LOL
vivian every picture also same face de.
-.-
only the smile bigger and wider.
xDDD

TWEES!!!
learn it.
heh.

MATHS!!
DDDD:
=.=
com lab.
sharing com with DD cause got no tb.
LOL

naive little thing :D
mybaobei :DD
lie on my bed some more.
-.-

these are pretty niceee (:
very religious.
LOL

i love this lah.
jasper's one (:
not bad huh?
:DDD



character of the post:
DALMATIANS
:DD
PONGO and PERDITA
the stars of 101 and 102 dalmatians (;

just needed some time out, i suppose.
(:

thankyoukeith(;
always trying to make me smile.
you sicko, keep smiling will have wrinkles!
x)
loveyou.
"awww man. just cry all you want, cry baby."
" I'll wait and listen till you stop. "

Wednesday, April 15

WARNING!
a deadly post up ahead,
you'll probably think that I didn't write it.



heyhey pepo.


sorry for the disappointment.
there's no photos today D:

ohyeah. this post is very depressing,
so you should probably skip this post and read the previous one.

today i realized my life actually sucks.
yeah.
I'm not good at studies,
not good at volleyball,
er,
not good at respecting people,
especially my friends and all those around me.
I just seem to hurt their feelings again and again,
without actually knowing it sometimes.

it sucks.
it sucks to force a smile today.
especially hard.
maybe i forced a smile because everyone was supporting me,
maybe i forced a smile cause everyone was having fun too,
how could I have spoilt the fun?

i'm only good at being silly.
STUPIDLY silly.
the silly type that makes people frustrated, angry.

i think i've offended everyone I know at least once before.
yeah,
it's not nice to be me.
usually you see a happy, positive side of me.
and let me tell you,
don't get cheated.
that's my shell.
an ugly shell i've been living in.

and inside the shell is me,
really really messed up.

the me i didn't wanna recognise.
so maybe unknowingly,
I've built a shell of fantasy,
a place for me to hide.

but today,
it felt like I fell,
the shell broke,
I was exposed.
maybe no one really realized,
cause no one cared,
or maybe no one was really there to notice.
I saw myself.
I looked like a monster.

the monster that couldn't do anything right,
that doesn't have anything that she thought she had.

my shell of fantasy has broken.
I'm trying hard to fix it.
the pieces doesn't seem to go together,
it is as though it doesn't want me to heal.

everyone should just stay away,
don't tell me jiayou.
don't encourage me.
don't sympathize me.
I just don't want to remember anything while I'm fixing.

turn oblivious.
that's what i'm great at doing.
but inside i'm actually thinking of all the possible ways,
all mostly negative.

I can be a sweet angel,
a silly, clueless girl,
an optimistic person.
when I want to.

I can also throw tantrums,
give attitudes,
become annoyingly emo,
become so pessimistic that you can't stand it.

but this time,
I can seem to choose who I want to let others see.

I solitared through heartbreak,
this time,
I'll try,
to break though my weakness,
my imperfections.

I have no guarantees,
standing as a one dino army,
no support, and the only weapon my heart and mind.

Before they crash and break,
burn and explode,
pray hard that i'll stand again,
to be who I am again.




yes, it's really me.
the valerie that you Don't know.
but it's the same person.

konglong_shasha

Tuesday, April 14

winnie the pooh!
here's today's star!
LOL

Hello pepo (:
Erm.
i have nothing to post lah.
HAHA

I dun think i have the time to post the pictures of today,
cause I'll have to search for my USB cable and all.
HAHA

well, monday and tuesday are nothing.
LOL
they went by in a whirl.
LOL

I only rmb monday's training was fun,
jieying and I played together until it was time for free spike.
HEH.

today, school was nothing.
LOL
still didn't do maths.
i forgot to bring back textbook
-.-

well, haven't started studying as I promised myself
-.-
better start soon
x.x

went to wath L.O.V.E (:
with my ethan ruan in it :DDD
and of course, vivian's wangzi.
-.-
HEHE.

post pics tmr,
if I have time.
seriously POK.
declare bankrupt better.
-.-
negative 4 dollars.
STUPID ECONOMY.
-.-

well, it was okay lah.
the climax went higher and higher.
LOL.
wangzi was the grand finale.
-.-
HAHA

okay lah, not bad ;DD

well below are pics at HK.
LOL
ages ago one.
-.-

their MRT
LOL
Look look!
admiralty.
so near yet so far.
xDDD
this is for ferlyn ;D
as compensation for irritating her.
-.-
PANDA
PANDA
PANDA
PANDA <3
LOL!
ocean park!
;DDD
where I saw that damn shuai guy.
the "shit" guy.
LOL.
love at first sight lah.
xDDD


haola,
byee pepooo ;DD

"when you frown, it's an emergency"
"when you cry, it's an emergency"
"simply put, as long as you are unsatisfied with something,"
he paused and whispered,
"it's emergency..."
"to me."
he squeaked.
I laughed, and dried my tears.

Friday, April 10

chip(:

hello pepo.
good morning?

blehh.
stupid dog.
wake up up again.
-.-

woke up at 8+
brush teeth,
read new moon.
1 chapter :D

LOL
then decided to close the book to blog.
nothing much,
just telling everyone what i'm going to do today.
-.-

cause I won't post on sat or sunday (:

well, after this,
I'm proably going to print pictures.
-.-
oh man.

then edit partner's photos.

finally, if I have time do homework.
D:
sucks man.

going to hospitak to visit grandma again (:
wow.

then going to tp :D
today is friday pepo :DD
get HIGH :DDD

LOL.

Remember peiru went to HK :D
so decided to put up pictures.
LOL
my favourite comes first lahh ^^


dale(:

I was reading the book,
and started to cry.
Because the pain was so familiar,
so familiar that it started to hurt again.
so I decided to close the book.

-you left without a single word, not even sorry
-

MissShasha <33

Thursday, April 9

i'm back C-:

hello pepo (:
I'm sorry the blog's dead.
LOL

but i'm back okay :DDD

gosh,
My arms and legs sure are aching.
Like mad.
LOL

let's see what I did in the past 9 days or so...


1st april :
Happy april fools!
we turned our tables to face the back of the class.
MrsTan laughed at it,
but TMM didn't seem to appreciate it.
how impolite.

happy birthday keith (;

2nd april.
I forgot
3rd april
I forgot

4th april
Watched 12 rounds with SHOR :D
HAPPY LIKE A 5 year old that received a huge present ^^
LOL.
well, obviously,
my boyfriend lei.
Heh.
^^'''
Thanks butt :D
there wasn't anyone in the theater.
well, except the bunch of clowns.
._.

5thApril
PARTNER (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D
I'm sorry i didn't post anything on that day D:

6th April.
PARTNER, I felt bad seeing your presents and I didn't give you any.
._.

I'm on it okay.
it's hard.
D:

7th April
idk wat i did.
oh,
went to causeway with viv.
._.

8th april.
Yesterday.
I wanted to post many many stuffs.
and i didn't.
Let's juz summarise.

wrote my post in maths class.
seriously couldn't stand the blabbering.
ohgodness.
it was like shit.
HOLLYCRAPPOBANNASHIT.
I'm serious.
If i didn't write my post,
I might have slept through the whole lesson.
-.-

had PE.
Learnt the passing for relay.
and thank god for that.
you'll know why later in the post.
heh.

oh yeah, I love my class table :D
super COLOURFUL :DD

had supplementary class after sch.
made my attitude very bad.
so reluctant to go to class.
._.

went the 3pm bell rang,
I made a dash for it.
-.-
cause IHTMM.
LOL.
___ sucks.

VB.
trained with seniors.
:D
we had a horrible match.
-.-
6-25
lame shit.
LOL
their spiking and serving really damn diff to receive.
-.-
GDI.


Today :D
oh man.
sports day.
I had to be there early,
cause i dun wanna be late.
LOL
cause I know I wouldn't be let into the stadium
without meeting the teacher-in-charge of latecoming.
-.-
LOL

went for long jump.
it was terrible.
I dunno how to jump
LOL.
and anyhow luh.
-.-

then rest rest.
the long jump went on for very long.
-.-

poor vivan
run here run there
jump here jump there
LOL

went for 4x400 relay :D
fun :D
I was 3rd runner.
with 2 sec1 and mingyuan :D
and we got 3rd.
last minute runners xDD
LOLLOLLOL
not bad lah.

heh.
then went to AMK hub
WATCHED JONAS BROTHERS 3D!!!
ohmyohmyohmy
husbandboyfriendaffair <333
LOL.

xiao.
after that become crazy.
LOL
keep on laughing at the littlest things.
LOL
walked through fairprice and everybody staring at us.
then vivian say she dunno me
LOL
keep laughing at anything she does or say,
or I see or say.
-.-

on the orange juice carton,
it read:
"fresh with sacs"
and i innocently read it aloud.
then vivian was laughing like xiao.
-.-

bought drinks.
mine was nice :D
everytime I start laughing the drink will stop it.
LOL
cool down.
heh.

i forgot the name of the drink lah.
HEH :D
taste like sweets ^^

super happy :DDD
ate ice cream also
SUPER NICE OKAY.
I LOVE ICECREAMS <3
LOL

oh yeah,
the 3D concert never play SORRY DDDDD:
was waiting for it luhhhh DDDDD:

blehhD:

but anyways,
had a happy day :DDDDD


MAO-ey and SILLY
cause it rhymes. xD

oh my, the unglam-ity.
poor vanessa.
also take until her unglam photos.
LOL. like junior like senior. HEH!
boyfriendhusbandaffair.
hollycrappobananaandstrawberrysundaeshit.
they are like OMGosh luh.
hi, long time no see. LOL
cheese!
random picture.
LOL. somehow, this looks like kissing.
oh my. he kissed her cheeks. ._.
^^ in theater
zilian lah. -.- HAHA
oh my!
BAOBEI!
you shrunk. LOL
heh. i guess you returned to normal.
-.-
lame man.
stupid girl.
run and run like xiao.
see lah, make your bag so heavy,
put so many throphies.
LOL

said: the bitch always seems so perfect.
said: well duh, which bitch doesn't seem perfect, honey?
said: that's why I love you sometimes.

heyhey, don't get upset.
next year.
next year you shall win.
no matter who's your opponent then.
he ws just better at the game that moment.
it wasn't your fault , you silly.
now, smile that drop-dead gorgeous smile to me (;


SHASHA

Tuesday, April 7

hello pepo (:

today is a free day,
but will still be busy,
so shall post if I have the time later.
LOL

using com at a very slow rate,
because the mouse spoil
-.-

gotta finish decision making,
bathe my dog
do F&N workbook
walk my dog
LOL
if can,
fin DIE.
-.-

HOLLY.
and do xinny's present.
(;

I owe you lah.
sry pepo :D
always owe birthday presents
-.-
DD:

later!
shasha