nope, the post for today is below :DD

I can wait forever
simple plan.

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I'll miss the most is waking up next you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I've gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better
Until that day there's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I can wait forever, I can wait forever
I can wait forever, I can wait forever, I can wait forever

I'll let go cause I love you.

I finally realised why.

I realised why you came to stand in front of me again,

to tell me you were just friends so that I wouldn't say so much that people would think negative of you.

in other words, you wanted to protect her and you.

Hello pepo (:

er, they're just friends (:
I think that's the main reason why he called ytd,
so that my blog readers won't misunderstand.

so liddat luh.

HELLO HELLO :D
EEEEE :D
somebody says I look like winne the pooh ._.
wlao.
I'm fat T.T
LOL!
kidding lah.

anyways,
had mothertongue first period.
keep dozing off.
shucks.
):

then had lit,
was better.
cause poetry was nice :D

had recess.
go and "kei kiang" eat rice,
felt like vomiting after that ):
what's wrong with me )):

gahh, I feel horrible lah.
My voice sucks.

had maths!
argh,
TMM was teaching on sec3 stuffs
which of course,
I catch no balls @.@
haha.
cause she talk so fast x)

english.
eeyer.
I fell asleep luh!
and miss wong and ferlyn has to wake me up.
felt horrible lah,
felt like ripping my stomach into pieces
and ripping my throat to scratch it.
-.-
damn paiseh,
LOL!

geog :D
was better :D
yay, geog is interesting uh :D
Gahh,
I still feel stress
I gotta choing the poems definations
and read up again on MOV & MB.
):

damn chim -.-'''

it's 4:44 again!
:D

had maths supp,
haha,
Ferlyn keep telling me to go home uhh
><
but I stayed till 3.15 okay!
*prouds*
*clapclap*

still have any work to do today!
ARGH, but I wanna sleep!
;O

gahh,
shasha feels irritated without nappy ):
haix,
jiayou everyone for EOY uh.
I know it sucks.

but got more suckish than my life mah?
after EOY : trainings trainings and trainings.
some may argue that I'm a senior helper lah,
but then hor, that's why it sucks!
cause it's sian ):

boohoo,
shasha wants her ankle to recover.
shasha wants an L1R5 10!
shasha wants to stop feeling like puking.
shasha wants her throat to stop burning.
Valerie wants her heart to stop hurting.

OH manmanman.
I wanna eat kinder bueno.
):
I wan gummies.
)):

haix,
I think maybe I should start forgetting about gummies.
or 459dandelions.

BYEBYE.

because when I thought about it,
I realised why you actually called.
not because you care about what I feel,
but because you want me to stop posting as though you're betraying me.

you really won't know how I feel,
when I see that you've been telling me lies,
to tell me you're only free THAT DAY,
and yet, that day,
you stayed in school till later than me,
and guess who you went home with.
to tell me you're busy everyday,
yes,
because you're free for someone to play candles with.

you tell a person,
I'm not free,
you tell another,
I'm free everyday.
what will anyone think of the first person to you?
yes, unimportant,
uncared for.

V:oh partner, since he already has a friend that can care more than me,
why do I still need him back?
might as well see him in bliss.
X: oh partner, because you need him to care for you.
V: speechless.
I admit I was speechless at that time partner,
but as I look at the beautiful picture of his life without me in it,
I see colours,
I see freedom,
I see the picture shine back at me.
and I would rather admire the picture from afar,
than ruin the picture by putting myself in it.

you can't force happiness,
if it doesn't belong to you,
no matter putting yourself in the picture,
or anywhere,
the happiness would still not belong to you

I'll let go, because I love you.

so now, you need not be in a dilemma,
go lead your happy life without me.

I feel so sick that I wanna jump into the pond.
I'll remember my second alternative, my book of fairytale.
but it doesn't seem so nice anymore,
cause I'll never believe in happily ever after again

you painted my life grey when you left.

SHASHA
Cause I deserve to smile, right? ):

sick

my hands are trembling,

my heart is pounding,

I feel like puking again,

just like this afternoon.

I feel sick,

I dun wanna go school tmr,

I feel like crying cause I feel so awful )':

and you, made it worst.

`nightmare.

because at that instant when I saw your face;

flash backs of my nightmare came back and I had to look away.

HELLO pepo (:

I at finally home :D
hmms.

woke up from a nightmare.
and well started the day.

reached pretty early,
saw Jessica and Suwei :D
and stoned with them for a little while :D

had PE :D
aw man.
played 7-on-7 basketball.
can you believe the suay-ness...
-.-zzz
LOL.
and must have 3boys and 4 girls.
LOL.
and the damn neilson & jasper just had to insist that I go in
-.-

and I told them.
"DON'T EXPECT ME TO SHOOT!"
LOL.
damn funny right

manyun damn pro.
mother also damn pro :D

and we won 10-6 lah :D
yay, we're from CHina :D
cheena pepo :D

LOL.
recess.
didn't eat anything.
went toilet and found "romeo and juliet"
in one cubical ._.
LOL.
and the juliet still tried to hide but we saw her shoes.
x)

sensitivity working up.

stone stone.
crapped crapped.
thought about the nightmare.

had science,
@.@
damn stressed lah.

english.
MT.
gonghan is fun :D

felt very uneasy after recess.
idk why,
felt a sense of stress,
something heavy weighing on me.

break.
ate rice :D
*pleased * ^^v

felt like vomitting.
._.
kept coughing and sniffing.
the food seem to come up my throat.
ugh.

walked around and went up to LT.
:D

study study.
and the stress grew much heavier.
idk why,
I felt so uneasy all the while.
unwanting to move.
had short clips from nightmare.
:x

went to D&T
MR LIM HC
said we were chor lor again!!
-.-

VOLLEYBALL GIRLS are NOT CHORLOR!!
damn it.
getting so pissed with this thing.
LOL. x)

left.
walked past the sec1 and saw they were having oral :D
jiayou uh (:

walked home with Mao-ey and XinGan
damn LOL can

CYN THIA POH = XIN JIA PO(singapore)
damn LOL CAN???
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
zhuangpeng damn pro to think of this
-.- x)

dazed when crossing the traffic light.
the flashbacks just got thicker and thicker.

went home alone.
lol.

MY MOM DOESN'T WANNA RETURN MY PHONE TILL END OF EXAMS
GodDamnIt.

i'm really sick man! ):
feel horrible.

BYEBYE pepo :D
oh, it's 4:44 :D

well, off to study :D
the nightmare is still so vivid.

volleyball de ShaSha.

I dreamt about all the bad things that happened.
all that you said,
and I saw my heart getting pierced with arrows & knives.
it was scary.
your words kept repeating,
like a spoilt tape.
I dreamt about you leaving me on the phone just there.
ignoring me.
I dreamt that you didn't wanna care
I dreamt that you didn't love anymore.
I saw the picture of you turning away to another person.
it brought tears to my eyes once again.

yes, I may have cried in my dreams for you,
but when shasha woke up,
she dried the tears and smiled.
cause Valerie really deserves to smile after all these.

so when you called,
& I turned around,

Valerie saw the flashbacks of the dreams,

Shasha wanted to give her signature smile,

Valerie turned away.
she told shasha:
maybe he wasn't calling you,
maybe you are the one that put too much thoughts into it again,
thinking he still loves you.
you're too naive, shasha.


Valerie,
yeah?
why do you love someone that hurts you so much?
idk.
haix, dun be sad.
I won't be as sad,
because I know at least there's someone caring for him,
he's happy with life.
there'll be someone there for him,
just that it won't be me.
& since he doesn't wanna care,
since he doesn't love,
maybe I'll just love him from afar.
maybe you just didn't know.
hah, if he really wanted to, he'd have said it long ago,
bacause I did give him the chance to explain.
he said many things,
and at the end he said,
he was just showing me the song's very nice.

maybe I won't want you back,
because there's someone who will care more than me,
and I will happily give way
because there's a kind of love,
it's called letting go.
I'll just continue to dream of being beside you again...

`cause I deserve to smile.

Hello pepo.

today was quite hyper for me.
LOL.
cause I didn't hyper for the whole week last week.

I'm sorry I was so emo uh.
I promise I've come back.

today had maths.
Kept combing my fringe ):
it was damn, idk wad.
T.T

dear fringy, come back uhh,
you look ugly these few days D:

wellwell,
then had lit :D
WE TOUCHED ON POEMS <3
but the definations only ):


then I realised I was a little sick uhh ):
keep sniffing. I dunno was it because
I cried too much,
or I was getting heaty
for eating biscuits for my meals @.@
well, I got sick sitting under the fan lah.
LOL

had music,
it was damn LOL.
I was talking and crapping to Mao-ey about something..
x)
secret okay!
walao.
played twinkle twinkle on the ERHU.
and it was like,
the erhu no sound one lah!!
-.-

then the damn KL holding the cam was like
suan-ing me all the way -.-
then the junhong also,
say until I be MmCee like very fail liddat
x)
joke sia they two.
still say I pronounce his name wrongly
-.-
cause the paper liddat write mah!
LOL

damn, comfirm on camera like damn CMI -.-
haix,

had no intentions of eating since I didn't feel very well.
no appetite, felt like puking.
@.@
I'm not pregnant okay,
LOL!
(stupid nanny!)
had a pretty numb feeling in my heart,
idk why(;

recess.
small pizza.
done.
._.
I wanted to eat yoghurt de lah!
*wails*
damn thing no stock.

had english.
I think miss wong is pretty nice lah :D
though my first impression was like she damn fierce
><

walao, I keep sneezing.
-.-
dulan.

haha, but miss wong,
I saw through your game today!
opps! x)

slacked around.
the numb feeling just got worst.

geography.
water is scarce!
haha!
bacuse of RPG and industrail development and agriculture growth.
I think...

LOL!

well,
had science.
Mr Thong, I love you can*hearts*
he made the numb numb feeling go away
damn cute.

I failed the test, TA-DAA -.-
wad did you expect...

break, played volleyball with wenting :D
happyhappy (:

went for HMT.
did a very tough test @.@
wahhh.

haix haix,
went down for D&T
MR LIM HC!
VOLLEYBALL GIRLS ARE NOT CHOR LOR OKAY!
WE ARE VERY GRACEFUL OKAY!

just that sometime we tend to press so hard that
got scratches and marks.

and we only need 3 people to F-cram that wheel only

and we tend to talk very loud and scream

and things dun tend to work out during D&T...

but we are not CHOR LOR!
we will each take a hammer to come find you de okay!
ROAR.

first time I hear someone say volleyball girls very chorlor.
-.-
damn pissed.
HAHA x)

went to play VOLLEYBALL!! :DDD
in uniform.
but we are not chorlor!
we just run here and there and sweat and upskirt
and fly here and there only kay.
not chor lor.

we are not chorlor
we are not chorlor
we are not chorlor.

bleh.
leg hurt.
but who cares?
nobody.

had fun.
smiled.
that numb feeling went away.

went home,
stoned for partner :D

then crapped luh.
I didn't mean to whine, really.

I found out why I had the numb feeling.
crapped with partner.
really,
I don't understand.

came home and blog.
(:

I don't understand why you can't just come straight to me to say whatever you want.
you know my feeling, what happened, what I wanted.
yet you told me what you wants different from what I want.

maybe it's fate that we met,
maybe it's fate we had to be deeply in love.
maybe it was fate that we had to hurt each other,
and be star crossed lovers.

from yesterday I wailed till 2am all again.
and it was the last day I'll ever cry.

because at least I tried to save this relationship,
I won't turn back to regret why didn't I do more?
yes, maybe I regret that I initiated the break,
but,
I tried to save it,
I stupidly went to tell you I wanted to patch up.

what did I get?
someone cared more than me,
you gave me chances but I didn't know.

are you the only one worth to be cared for?
what about me?
why can't you care instead of me caring for you?
I cared, you did not know,
that's all (;

did I really deserve so much that
I had to ask for a patch again?
and then to be rejected and then told you had somebody else
that would care?

it's equivalent to saying you need not my care anymore.
I know you're just friends,
but since that person cares more than I do,
then why do I still want you back?

isn't it enough that I see you are cared for,
and you are happy with your life?

I'm also human.
I admit I wasn't a very perfect girlfriend.
but you can't say you were the perfect boyfriend either.

we all make mistakes,
why is it that you are the one that deserves another angel to care?

I didn't deserve to be treated like this,
pull back, and pushed away.
stabbed, pulled out, stabbed again.

one moment you are so warm,
one moment you are so cold,
have I treated you like that?

I welcomed you everytime.
I was always happy when u texted or msned or called.
but you had to break my heart over and over,
ignoring.
leaving me there.

I derserve to have shasha back,
I deserve to smile again.

no matter how much I may still love you,
but it was a fact that we've hurt each other.

can you still take me?
quarter, half or whole?

Valerie was weak,
she got hurt too easily,
she cried almost everyday.

Shasha is back,
she'll let Valerie hide
until the pain has gone away.

prove to me,
that we'll be better than before,
we'll be more happier.

ugh, why did you just have to step in front of me again?
I was just about to let go, to try and stand up.
but when I see you in front of me,
I sit down again,
to wait for you to carry me up,
only to see you walking away again.
yes, maybe I've said some stuffs that hurt you.

I broke up with you,
I said that I had nothing to say
I rejected going out with you and scolded you to run far away.

but it's true,
maybe you and her won't be together,
but at least she'll make you happy.

SHASHA is home,
still limping,
still having flu and slight fever.

but hell,
(:
at least SHASHA can naively and stupidly
take as nothing has happened.
she is able to put on a mask to smile.


byebye.

ohyeah,
rejected you cause I have geog & d&t tmr.
I just didn't want to let you know.
I just wanted you to misunderstand me can?
I'm weird
you won't read this anyway.
who cares.

smiling,
SHASHA
broken hearted,
Valerie.

no contact!

MY NANNY AND MY CRAPPER <333
aww.
{/koped from ZIMAN's (favourite junior) blog (:}

HELLO PEPO (:

I'm going to fix my handphone again,
and because I dun wanna take the damn spare phone,
I'm going on a without phone campaign :D

so dun call me from tmr onwards :D

you can text lah,
but i'll reply in like 2 or 3 days
LOL

well, maybe it's time to focus bah
jiayou, valerie (:

anything thing msn me.
if emergency call ferlyn if in sch,
or vivian or cynthia :D

cause I dun have phone,
only at night , msn bah (:

thats it i think.
cause I really wanna focus right now.

if after you've read what I've posted in that blog,
and you still cannot make your decision,
then I think I've held on long enough le bah.
after exam then we solve the problems bah.



shasha's soul is lingering around,
I can feel her presence,
but I can't seem to reach her.
I miss Shasha so much.

byebye pepo (:

a smile like that,
showed the healthy shasha.
well, I miss her.

a smile like that showed a valerie in love.
well, its over.

My neck hurts D:
oh man.
idk how I slept.
I should've just cracked my neck into 2 and died.

byebye.
oh, there's piano today.
oh, 1 week has passed.
still the rest of my life to go.

Hello pepo (:

post dedication!

TO:
VIVIAN BOYFRIEND


XINTING PARTNER


JIEYING GUIGUI


CYNTHIA SOTONG


WENTING JUNIOR PARTNER


SIYING PARTNER JUNIOR PARTNER


PEIRU CRAPPER


ZIMAN FAVOURITE JUNIOR


AND ANYBODY ELSE

The "i love you Valerie" thingy
made me real touched can x)
damn paiseh uh ><

thankyou lah <3
love you guys :D

damn nervous today.
sorry I failed everyone,
but I SCREWED UP.

sorry.
failed emcee.

I think i even pronounced "vice principal" wrongly.


to this damned teacher,
oh hell, you're a greater bitch than my MAO-EY(<3)
can??

ughh.
you come be emcee and try luh
-.-
I know I screwed up lah
=.=

heh,
I'm done.

oh yeah,
thankyous to :

QIWEN BAOBAO
(who kept saying jiayou today :D)
ZHIYI NANNY
(who... idk lah! was my nanny luh (x )
MR.CHUA
(best encourager :D)
SEAN
(haha, my emcee partner :D)
MY MOM
(for rehearsing with me)
AND PEPO THAT TOLD ME JIAYOU :D


well, at least I made it through...

byebye pepo :]
I'm very tired =.=

when it's not alright,
when it's not okay,
will you try to make me feel better?
say alright,
say okay,
will you stick with me through whatever,
or run away?


when the chance is really gone,
don't regret.

Hello pepo (:

I'm tried.
very tired.
haha.

I knew being in a relationship was tired,
but i didn't know after one was more tiring.

he claims I'm happy.
but I claims he is.

we both claim each other happy,
but deep down inside i'm hurting.
idk bout you.

HELL.
Damn MCEE.
damn damn damn damn
I wan cry alr.
):

I dun wan be mcee
must stay back.
fri cannot go tp
DDD:

arghhhh.
damn Mcee.
I will cry in front of everybody one cannn ):

byebye pepo.

thanks for your concern,
I'll get back soon.

just stop asking me what happened?
you two break ah?

it's just opening the wound that i've closed.

I think i shouldn't be using com uh.

shall not use com any longer,
shall stop staring at the phone.

byebye.

the fact is that I miss you and I can't let you go.

hello pepo,

relax, Valerie Yuen Yi Yue hasn't kicked the bucket yet (:

I still haven't managed to learn how to smile though.

smiling through the tears are ugly D:

hah, my dust bin has been cleared once

because it was filled with tissues.

now it's filling up again.

seriously.

my mom says I'm to weak for one.

people says, I was too into it.

maybe I regretted starting it at first,

but i didn't regret continuing it.

but again, I did something wrong and ended it

then regretted it.

I cannot blame anyone else uh.

I initiated my own heartbreak (:

(dun blame him or anything uh.)

that's silly.

not called shasha for nothing (:

I still dun understand why all the smileys though.

):

saddies aren't that nice anymore.

it only makes me rmb of everything

then i'll cry again.

I can't do anything now.

there are too many marks of ___.

its everywhere.

how unfair.

you could be allowed to move on.

but i had to still stay in that circle.

love,

is only a chapter

in a guy's life.

but to a girl,

it's the whole book.

you've probably moved on to the next chapter.

the chapter maybe abt friendship,

career/ studies,

or another relationship.

I don't know.

I won't know anymore.

I miss

I think

I cry

I regret

& I wail.

and stop.

I miss again

I think again

I cry again

I regret again

& I wail again

and the whole cycle will start.

I wonder how long this can last.

the room seems so quiet now.

nothing seems colourful anymore.

the clicking of the mouse,

the tapping on the keyboard.

sounds like glass cracking.

yup, it sound exactly like my heart.

I've not heard this sound for 4 months and 16days.

maybe I shouldn't have stepped out of fantasy;

of my fairytale.

I didn't knew the cold hard reality.

I seriously dun wanna whine here.

but i just could stand it.

maybe i'm stepping back into the old old past.

I'm never coming out.

neither for a billionaire,

nor a prince on a white horse.

I'll read the same storybook over and over again

the story book labeled:

Valerie's life in reality.

I'll read over and over the life i had

for 4 months.

and remind myself,

never to step out of fantasy.

my life will continue,

with scars.

with inner injuries.

with a hole in my heart.

haha,

seriously,

have you ever has the feeling that inside your ribs,

it's empty?

it's the exact same feeling.

it's not the feeling of

someone clenching on your heart

when you feel jealous.

or the super fast thudding of your heart

when he comes.

it's like...

your heart isn't there anymore.

my heart fell sick on september 20th.

and it died on september 21st.

you'll be my first and my last,

as long as my heart

is still seeking for you again.

SHASHA;

left on 21st september

she never smiled since 20september.

finally lost her smile on 21 september.

doctors had no choice,

in order to save her,

they had to tear out her silly brain

and naive heart.

doctors couldn't help her,

because

of course without her silly brain

and naive heart;

the real shasha would die.

but they did their best.

she didn't want to live on

without her silliness and naiveness

so she left the world empty.

bellbell;

shasha no more.

smile away the hole in your heart.

smile girl,
smile that hole in that heart away.
forget gummies,
forget the 459 dandelions,
forget love.

smile even though it's through your tears.
it's time you smiled.

4months 16days.
dearest girl, your first love has ended.

two lovers that loved each other,
why did they have to end?

maybe I haven't noticed,
but it's impossible
to smile without you anymore.

b.i.t.c.h.e.s

hello pepo(:

short post :D

have to mug quickly :D

ugh.

I wish sch could stop for us to mug x)

easier to mug mah x)

anyways,

I will start doing maths tutor!

*motivated * :D

oh wells.

byee :D

05.06 Partners <3

aiyah, bitch, i still love you lah,

I love monkey more than that panda, humph, doesn't matter!

;P

HELLo (:

long time no post.
._.

LOL!
everything's dead uhh

EOY coming!!
must jiayou jiayou :D

get into a gd class and dun regret :D
2more weeks to study b4 it starts ._.

I can't get any of maths book A at all.
totally forgottened.
._.

haix,
jiayou bah,
lookin forward to meet KAELYN :DD

was talking to movin just now,
HE SPOILT MY BOTTLE!
he's damn funny one okay. -.-
he wanted to buy a new bottle for me.
I didn't want to accept uh.
I told him the bottle was free from ribena(:
then he say nvm, take as belated prezzie.
then in the end, I told him:
you wan buy, go buy ribena and give me the bottle (:
and he was like:
win alr loh.

LOL!

heee, off to do other stuffs (:
byee pepo :D
somehow, I miss my bitches(;

hello pepo (:

er. I have nth to do lah.

Didn't go training on friday,
cause I played with water and caught a fever?
haha.

oh wells.
to mao-ey tan and everyone else thats thinking,
the previous post was referring to my dog :D

it choked on a toy.
well, that was what I thought lah.
but it was actually stuck on it's teeth
-.-

damn =.= can.
the vet coming halfway and all...
then he jump jump then the thing pop out.
._.

wth.
then was like =.=lll ...
go sleep loh.

(:

thanks for worrying people,
nites :D

taking for granted;

I didn't realise how important you were to me
until I thought you were almost gone.

at that moment I couldn't help but see you yelp for help,
struggling in pain,
whining and growling.

you were still so stubborn at the brink of death.
I couldn't help but admire your courage,
but I also hate your foolishness.
as usual,
one part brave, three parts fool.

I couldn't bear to see you in agony.
I had to hide away and cry.
I couldn't stop crying,
thinking that i'll never see you again.

it was too unfair,
you were locked in that prison for almost a year,
till you came to me,
to your rightful home.
and yet,
I couldn't protect you.

I couldn't even take care of you right.
I thought I owed you too much.
none of us could understand you fully.

all of a sudden I miss your warmth
and icky kisses.
I missed how you could wake me up in the middle of my sleep.
I missed your stupid acts that made me smile.
I missed you wiping away my tears for me.

I wanted to hug you,
to feel your warmth again.

you bit,
but the pain wasn't on my hands,
it was in my heart.
It wasn't because it hurt my finger,
but because it hurt my heart that I couldn't help you.

I realise how much I really liked you
even though I find you irritating
or naughty.

but I never regretted having you around.

I regretted not being with you so often,
I regretted not bringing you out often,
I regretted not taking care of you properly,
I regretted putting you under my last priority,
I regretting not caring for you.

I regretted so much things .
I wanted to make it up to you,
and I couldn't bear to see you taken away from me like that.
if you had to leave one day,
I want you to leave peacefully,
not like that.

I will never take you for granted.
I never knew.
until I almost lost you.
"one will never know,
how important something is till it's gone."

I don't want you to go
and leave me with regrets,

I'm sorry I ever took you for granted.
I want to protect you from now on.
I love you.

HELLO PEPO (:

I'm lke screaming over this song now cann
LOL!

holidays' here (:
Haix, but trainings and homework =.=
holidays like not enough luh!

HAHA,
see lah,
holiday havent start say not enough already :D

Haix, then end of year.
mugmugmug.

I wonder if i'll pull through uhh.
._.

gahh,
sec3 =.=
ugh.
b girls.
@.@

I prefer life to stay as it is,
but it's impossible right?

gahh, nvm.

BYEE (:

what doesn't kill you, will only make you stronger (:



[Miley:]
A word's, just a word
'til you mean what you say

[Nick:]
And love, isn't love
'til you give it away

[Miley:]
We've all gotta give

[Nick:]
Yeah,something to give

[Miley & Nick:]
To make a change

[Chorus:]
Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach a heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light and send it on

[Demi & Joe:]
Just Smile
(Just Smile)
And the world
(And the world)
Will smile
along with you..

[Joe:]
That small act of love
Thats meant for one

[Demi & Joe:]
Will become two

[Miley:]
If we take the chances..

[Nick:]
That change circumstances

Imagine all we can do


[Chrous:]
Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach a heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light and send it on

Send it on..

[Miley:]
There's power in all of the choices we make

[Demi & Joe:]
So I'm starting now there's not a moment to wait

[Selena:]
A word's, just a word
'til you mean what you say

[Selena & Kevin:]
And love, isn't love
'til you give it away

[All:]
Send it on
(Send it on)
On and on
(on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
(be a part)
Reach a heart

Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light and
Send it on

On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach a heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will help it start
Make it strong
Shine a light and send it on

[Demi:]
Shine a light and send it on..

[All:]
Shine a light and send it on..

Hello pepo (:

I'm still not in school ._.

oh hell,

at least I have an mc todayy

I was so looking forward to sch lahh ):

Haix.

I miss school.

dang.

):

hope everyone's doing fine.

I haven't started on my D&T lah.

damn fail one can

=.=

and the chinese thing.

dunno baby how le.

Well, byee pepo ;D

there's nothing to post abt my life here :x

EEEEE :D

randommm (:

You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks

No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one
So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say Ok.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)

When it's not alright,
When it's not ok,
Will you try to make me feel better?

Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Or run away,
(Don't run away, don't run away)
Let me know if it's gonna be you,
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you won't be shy
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer
When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say OK
(Don't run away, don't run away)
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok, don't run away)
Will you say OK
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)

presenting my boyfriend! :D

Hello pepo ;D

didn't go sch today :D

had cough.

-.-

LOL!

sorethroat okayyyy :D

anyways,

just updating :D

yesterday went back to primary school and didn't see any teachers lah

only mrsLim <33

saw me inuyasha :D

and ongweikang definitely grew taller cannn

-.-

zp looks the same

HAHA!

aww man,

everything looks smaller already lahh

wrps very niao one luh.

only let us stay in the hall

-.-

and teachers day still got remedial

-.-

poor thing luhh.

CCHy better,

still let alumni go back and see concert de luh :D

haha.

nth else le lah.

I FINISHED ACE LEARNING :D

yay me! :D

and ltr then do the sketch book drawing for D&T

=.=

thats it uhh.

BYEE :D

time is running out......