hope (:

HELLO PEPO (:
I still love pandas -^^-

oh wells,
had diarrhea and didn't go sch (:
oh yeah, I think that's the American spelling ((:

LOL, okay lah.
admit it was mild and I made it exaggerating
;X

oh wells.
anyways,
today Sotong came(:
and we had lunch
:D

and we played monopoly but got tired of it
HOHO ;O

then I finished watching my Romeo and juliet (:
Leonardo DiCaprio very shuai luhhh
pleaseeee.
LOL, okay luh, then edward can be the,
erm,
NOW version of him
LOL.

I compromise with mao-ey cause I love you kay!
;P

oh wells,
then cynthia use com luh.
she went to see something that made me quite flared up
LOL.

oh wells,
then we watched ghost of girlfriends past again :D
and she brought it home
LOL!

and that ended my day.
+.+

oh wells.
now I'm going to watch another DVD
:D
yay.

BYEE Pepo (:

This is quite funny lah, but long story (:

my socks are so cute can x)

LOL, my camera so clear, of course can see who are u lah x)

this. is . SUWEI :D

nice eh? (:

failed shot ;O

i dunno why i pin up my fringe tht day. x)

oh yeah! cause tht jersey damn freaking hot -.-

if I say I allow you to step in my circle one more time,
If I gave you my heart again,
will you break it like the other time?
will you break it like the previous guy?

海鸟跟鱼相爱, 只是一场意外 .

HELLO pepo(:

I doubt I'll be in school tmr.
LOL.
seeing the state i'm in now-.-

you can say I pon lah,
my mom say,
cannot dun force yourself luh.
then I was like
"okay luh (:"


OH YEAH,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR.LUI!
my dear COACH :D
you rock my kneepads
and I love you.

LOL!

AND AND AND

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WENTING :D
my junior partner :D
I owe you birthday present ><
okay.

Hmms,
I ate something wrong
I dunno if it was the bubble tea.
or cheese biscuits
or the pasta. ._.

oh wells,
everything ended up in the toilet
;X gross,
I know.
see lah.
retribution.

argh.
going to rest.
night nights (:

VALERIE

海鸟跟鱼相爱,
只是一场意外 .

there won't be anymore accidents.
I promise to myself.

I won't be the fool again.

falling for you,
all over again,
one more time,
one more chance.
it may make the difference.
hee.

talking to you,
made me forget everything,
totally (:

I forgot, but I didn't forgive.

oh don't worry pepo, I'm not thinking of the past and feeling sad again(;

Hello pepo :DD

I'm have post monday moodswings x)
LOL!
oh wells,
maybe kinda rowdy and tired bah(;

today didn't go sch.
Cause I was sick,
Partly cause of flu and sorethroat,
and partly cause I'm sick of school.
LOL.
not to mention extreme exhaustion.
physically and mentally
(;

one is a feeling of exhaustion,
worn out
like you made a lot of effort on something,
but somehow satisfied that you've finally been able to do it.
like, finally it's over.
(sounds like giving birth, I know-.-)

the other is just tired cause
I've been sleeping late and had volleyball.
LOL.

today watched coraline(:
pretty okay show.
LOL.
er. I like the cat?
LOL.
black cats that talk are cool (:
and erm,
watched ROMEO and JULIET.
and hell, the romeo is so damn shuai can
@.@

okay, scream all you like (:
and face it mao-ey,
he's more shuai than ur edward ;P

LOL.
gosh, tmr hve e learning and volleyball =.=
tired again.
I wonder if I shold just stay home and rest
arghh.
=.=
I'm feeling horrible more and more.

one holds 2% one holds 198% of my unborn twins.
Which is quality and which is quantity, I dunno. (:

sorry for zilian-ing
x)
you can skip through it,
or close this page,
but sometimes I can be bhb x)
LOL!!

in a non harmful way lah.
x)
it's like saying,
I love myself but i'm not vain (:

yeah, I love my hair and pink rubber band. LOL!
and my grey fbt!

I just love quatting(:
my zhao pai dong zhuo (:

LOL. speechless x)

love is bittersweet, but the bitter cannot be more than the sweet,
right? (;

I forgot the sin and sinner himself,
but I didn't forgive.

maybe anyone can say it's my own business,
my own problem,
cause I'm the one holding the grudge,
i'm the one feeling upset by myself.

oh well,
I don't feel upset at all,
but we won't be friends,
I don't even want to be acquaintance.

VALERIIE.
it's read as:
behh.lerr.wee (;

愛的抱抱 -^^-

HEE(:
My girlfriend is cynthia lah x)
HEEE

I LOVE PONNNNN.
(the yellow emo thing in above picture)
x)

LOL.
HELLO PEPO (:

it's damn freaking hot
@.@

and volleyball sucked big time today...
but i dunno why i'm happy (:

School was damn boring.
feeling very very cold in LT.
had slight fever ba.
or maybe caught a cold.
cause I felt horrible ;x

LOL.
oh wells(:

watched ICE AGE 2 (:
with sec2s!
it's so damn cute and funny can!
hoho ;O

I love diego's voice lah,
sexy man


oh wells (:
sch is sian lah.
feel exhausted @.@

Volleyball dman pekchek.
receive no feel de.
-.-
spiking no more and more no timing.
and I forget how to serve. =.=
wth.

there's science carnival tmr!
;D
oh wells.

tired tired
byebye pepo (:


enjoy ;D

愛的抱抱 ;D
i love this man.
I'll give 愛的抱抱 to anyone :DDDDD
see?
kind ^^
HEH. ><'''

MEHMEH ):
this story is so sad de can
tribute to this girl D:

I might be able to forget,
but I know I won't forgive.

i'll take it. one baby step at a time.

HELLO PEPO
pon&zi is so cute lah (:

see, pon is me and zi is crapper!
I know you're so touched la crapper!!
dun cry x)
:D

WARNING!
EVERYTHING BELOW MIGHT BE JUST BORING!!

oh wells.
look at this image:
this was me yesterday.
saturday.

soulless, speechless,
heartbroken,
blowing at dandelions
and wishing for you to love me.

but dun worry.
I'm fine now(:
today i'm different.
:D

yes,
I felt hurt.
but not because of wad happened.
neither was it because of wad you did,
but because you tried to hurt me.

I wanna thank you,
partly.
for making me grow up.

& the sky's big.
my heart can't be that small (:

yes,
maybe I'm sad.
but I'm not hoping to hold your hand anymore.
yes,
maybe i'm mad,
but i don't want any apology or anything.

life is not a bed of roses.
it's unfair,
it's tough.
and the strongest survives.

I don't wanna be weak.
I'm a female.
I'm called Valerie.

Valerie means strong and brave(;
and females are not meant to be treated this way.
they're meant to be loved and cared for.
& treasured and pampered.

I'll admit openly.
I made mistakes.
but let's face it,
I'm not perfect.

I have a character.
and this character also has it's flaws.

I'll take this time to repair my heart.
no one can come near it.
I'll protect it.
and once it's repaired,
I'm not afraid to love again.
but this time,
I wanna BE LOVED.
not to love.

i wanna be loved for the flaws in my character.
I wanna be loved for being myself.

"if he really loves you,
he wouldn't mind wad you said,
he'd forgive your mistakes.
he'd accept you for being just the way you are.

and most importantly,
the only thing that matters is your smile.
the only thing that matters is to protect you,
from tears or harm"
said by someone very important to me (:

be who you are and say what you feel,
because those who mind don't matter,
and those who matter, don't mind. - Dr.Seuss.


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ZILIAN :DDDDD
i love the green jersey (:
and I know my husband loves it too :D

nah, I'm taking my hair x)

VALERIE :D
strong&brave.

haha,
act cute! x)

dandelions are meant to grant wishes;

& my wish is for everyone to be happy (:

I'll take it,
I'll accept it(:
I'm sorry to say I have limits.

to humiliate me,
to hurt me,
just for me to forget and give up...

I took it,
and now I'm standing and walking,
one baby step at a time.(;

Valeriie

(not in order)
thank you:
Xingan,
for always being there, every second, every problems. (:
Partner,
for being there at crucial moments where I though I couldn't pull through.(:
Mao-ey,
who knew nothing, but still understood and cheered me up(:
Papa,
for taking my weird hours for sleeping late and waking up late,
and always pei me the whole day (:
MommyHo,
for your non stop dadaoli, which i understood and helped me pull through so much.(;
Clement,
for your advices. LOL!
GuanHoe,
for your counselling even though i didn't understand much (:
Nanny,
for always helping out although you are MIA recently(:
Corrina,
once for your advices also!
Elmo,
for lending me a shoulder whenever i needed it(:

and everyone else.
EVERYONE.

those for just being supportive,
I appreciate(:
I've learnt to appreciate what I have right now ((;

those for being mean,
it helped me grow,
even if it was through the hard way,
it made me stubbornly wanna stand up again,
to prove you wrong (:

those who did nothing.
(:
cause it makes my life normal
it makes me feel calm.


I'll treasure what I still have,
I'll remember what I've lost.
I might regret,
but I won't be sad.

Fate wanted us to meet,
Fate wanted us to get separated.
nobody was wrong,
Fate is something you'd just have to take(;

confused.

after rounds and rounds, I realise, we dancing on the same spot,
partly cause I couldn't let go either.
you're still my favourite.

Hello pepo.
I'm tired.
and I'm dying.

LOL.
so let's cut this short.

I regretted going to school today.
that's it.
waste my time.

argh.
disappointed.
very disappointed.

when you see my coach in orange,
it's a bad day.

look at my plushies. x)


CHALET :DD

Tan Mao-ey and SMALL ziwei :D

Mao-ey and Valeriie :D

is my eyes closed? ._.
I dun think so lah.

mirror mirror hanging on the wall (;

wanted to take her butt but she turned.

SHASHA and VALERIE

can't tell the difference right!
we're twins!

i look retarded x)

failed shot. x)

mao-ey's sad face.

my sad face cuter! :D

this picture. looks so... ah-hem.

ultimate alarm clock!
mother looks like he only has one leg. ._.

HAH! I LOVE this specs :D

hoho, family photo without ferlyn x)

SUNDAY(:

I'm riding a DINOSAUR!!

My dog's riding the dinosaur!

LOL. cute lah.


TUESDAY

haha. bitch!

damn lol. read it.


WEDNESDAY

this thing startled Crapper and I for different days
LOL!
only I screamed and she was like jumped up!
HAHA!


dandelions are beautiful,
and as you blow them, you can make a wish,
and it will come true.

I wish...
I wish...
I wish...
you'd walk through the door and into my arms..

I'm sorry,
but I thought too much again.
maybe I've hurt you again,
I'm sorry.
but I know I cannot do it,
love cannot be forced.
I cannot force you to love me,
but I can't force myself to stop loving you either.

if,
happiness is letting go,
and watching as the other party is happy,
you feel happy too,
then I don't think I'll get happiness.

Everybody knows
That I was such a fool
To ever let go of you
But baby, I was wrong
And yeah, I know I said
We'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart
I didn't mean to break your heart
But baby, here I am

Banging on your front door
My pride's spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you

I know you're in there
You can make me wait
But I'm not going to wait
It's the least that I can do
Just to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself (lying to myself)
Now I'm dying in this hell (dying in this hell)
Girl, I know you're mad
I can't blame you for being mad
But baby, here I am

Banging on your front door
My pride's spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And now I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in? (let me in)
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you

If you could see these tears I'm crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You would see a different man
But baby, here I am

Banging on your front door
My pride's spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in? (let me in)
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you

Banging on your front door
My pride's spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you (yeah)
Now I'm crawling back to you (crawling back to you)
Crawling back to you (crawling back to you)