today's post (:

HELLO PEPO :D
I love batman, caues he's the DARK knight x)
laugh my ass off ;DDD

oh wells (:
i suddenly miss the konglongs lah (:

random post ;OO
i bought a NEW BAG TODAY ;D
HAPPY (:

PRESENTING TO YOU,
MY BOYFRIEND! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

she's so shuai hor :D

and MY SoTOnG xDDD
I heart her lahh,
oh wells,

LOL! funny right xDDD
so cute xDD

I WANNA WATCH ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS2 )':
my wife dun wan bring me watch):

ohwells, happy chinese birthday WIFE :D
HEH x)
oh wells,
byebye people (;

life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,

but by the moments that take our breath away.

truth

I wait for you, who waits on me?

you?

The clock said : 05:55

HELLO PEPO.

missed me? ;D
LOL.
I seriously DREAD going to school on monday )':
cries.
hahahahaha.

anyways,
I'm like rotting here can?
okay lah, and tired.
so i'm gonna take a nap after this ;D

oh wells, last posted on 25th dec ;OO
OHOHOH!
christmas!

LADAA gave me a huge huge PLUTO :D
happy :DDD
it is 60cm long...
and and and .__.
yellow ._.
LOL!
sounds like a banana but no okay x)

I only knew it was quite expensive uh );
but he didn't tell me where he bought it.

& my phone go repair le (:
just nice (:
hahahah, since i no need to use my phone (;
LOL!

anyway ladaa lent me his spare phone ;D
and i dunno how to put the pictures into my com .___.
maybe i shall try the web cam on my lappy
i'm glad i brought my laptop x)
I'm sucha smart dino xDD

oh wells,
dun miss me alrights x)
blink your eye and I'll be back,
with the two damn pony tails -.-

OH WIFE, I MISS YOU.

OH PARTNER. I MISS YOU.
so much.

anyways. I hope i don't rot here.
LOL!

the only part i love about this is :
i can skip training!
yay x)

LOL xD
oh wells :D

byebye pepo *HEARTS*

MERRY CHRISTMAS ;DDDDDD




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MerrY chrIstMas aNd a HappY New YeAr ˚

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Chirstmas heartbreaks

Hello pepo(;
recently i love editing photos.
all the photos you guys see at my blog with those quotes are edited by yours truly(:
hahaha ;D

4 more hours to christmas (:
and tonight i'm gonna wrap presents ;D
like santa claus!
;DD

and SANTA ;D
thanks for making my christmas wish come true(:
before christmas somemore.
(;

and i bought all my christmas gifts ;DDD
YAY ;D
and give presents cause you really want to give presents luh,
not cause you think you owe them.
;O

oh wells.
i bought an expensive gift for nothing.
scrimping and saving to be rejected.

It's the thought that counts people,
just accept the gift cause that someone bought it for you cause they really wanted to.

i gotta bathe, eat and watch tv, walk my dog and wrap presents.
byebye.

ruined christmas joy.

on christmas eve...

read these words and understand...

don't make silly mistakes and regret.

HELLO PEPO(:

today had super super training again):
and it sucked cause i played very badly ):
oh wells,
went to northpoint with nanny and wife.
and we bought ladaa's bag(:

cool right ;D
it costed me a bomb so now i gotta start saving again
;OO

nd we went shopping ;DDD
LOL! and something so funny happened lah,
My cutecutecute wife can't tell the difference between real life and mirrors
xDD
laughs x)

ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL,
PLEASE REFRAIN FROM LAUGHING AT MY HAIR.
i'm sucha kind friend to help my xingan with her dare and pei her -.-
so DON LAUGH -.-


cause it looks like this:

AND I'M NOT ACTING CUTE -.-

oh wells, just dun laugh lah -.-

thank you so much.

T.T

cries.

i'm bringing something to hit pepo with if they laugh.

LOL.

i'm gonna go hide in a corner to EMO.

signature smile, I thought I lost you.

on christmas eve,

I'm still wishing that Santa grants my wish.

because the sky's really really big.

and i smile, every single day, cause i have such a big family(:

HELLO PEPO :D
my family's really big, huh?
(:
hee, think twice about bullying me! (eeek) hee x)

oh wells,
this was also at the wedding and these are only my father's side ;OO
:D

today I was late for training (ayeeee.)
and I was walking real fast to school
when this red car was driving very close to me.
._.
I thought it wanted to park mah,
cause I was walking past a empty lot,
and it horned me.
and I was like
*wave my hand to gesture sorry! *

and then it was driving like beside me ._.
and I looked in the car to ask the stupid driver wad the hell he wanted.
and then I saw my (DEAR LOVING SUPER CUTE) coach ._____.
(and i love his driving position lah xDD)

I was like damn paiseh lah!
walao, and he was giving me the smile. -.-
hahaha, he asked me to sit in. ._.
the main gate was like around the corner lah,
so I just say no need luh -^^-

see, i'm sucha nice and POLITE girl :DDD

anyway later training I got scolded by him again lah,
cause my serving sucks ;OO
well,
my (DEAR LOVING) coach say i nvr walk and throw the ball at the same time
.____.
sorry lah, I dunno mah (eeek)
thank you so much for correcting my mistake.

ayeee, i love my COACH [hearts]
COACH:
SEE THIS?!
I LOVE YOU MAN.
(even though you screamed your head off at me.)
ouch.

OH WELLS :D
tmr have training (:
and tmr is gonna be a better day, cause i wanna make it better :D

ohohohohoh!
partner's BACK :D
[HEARTS] i love you i love you i love you :D
heee, I still love to receive my partner's fang qiu [hearts hearts]


GOSH, today after come home hor,
very tired de luh,
and I did something real disgusting.
I ate my lunch
(well, actually BRUNCH) [eeeks]
and then I stared at the com for awhile and went to sleep.
I didn't bathe.
after TRAINING.
[eeeew.]
hahahaha, I'm so disgusting!
well, i'm very tired lahhh =.=

and the internet cannot connect thts why I went to sleep xD

i was very tired luh.
and I was still upset lah,
and i miss my wife alot de okay!
so i just cry luh [eeeks.]
cause i dunno what to do mah,
i feel helpless and i just. cry (:

i'm the crying god, rmb? xDDD
and then wake up le,
bathe,
send a long text @.@
and i went to bring my baobei for a walk :D
i'm sucha good girl :D

ayeee, i dun like blogger cause it's weird.
recently it like,
trying to help but cause more trouble luh,
with the codes all these
-.-

oh wells, after that
i suddenly happy liao luh :D
happy-go-lucky is my middle name :D
okay lah, I'm very sian of blogging sometimes,
byebye :D

cause someone once told me,
"the sky's very big,
our heart cannot be small."

i'll learn to look things in a more brighter way,
and keep you happy, wife (:

PS: i hate blogger's stupid codes.-.-

sweet miseries.

i think i'm very irritating.


i feel like a dog.


i am at loss.

to let loose,
i would miss you too much.

to grab tight,
i feel you are so unhappy.


full stop.
sweet miseries.

my wish for christmas is that you would be there whenever i cry.
and santa,
i too greedy.
my other wish is for him to be like before.
just like on thursday will do.

please stop keeping everything to yourself.
it's hurting me.

i am so...
that i have forgottened a whole chunk of what i wanted to say.
i just hope for a day where i wake up and see:
baobei good morning(:
and sleep to a:
baobei goodnight i love you<3


Santa, please warm me on christmas day.
cause i feel so cold and alone.

i'm so jealous,
cause she's talking on the phone with boyfriend,
while i've been waiting for 3 days..

please always remember you still have me,

always waiting for you...

cause i SWEARED.

to share your joy and your pain.

are you really sure, I can call you: mine?

if you love something,let it go.

if it comes back, it's YOURS.

if it doesn't, IT NEVER WAS.

hello pepo(:

today was pretty much nothing for me,

just that i slept at 4am+, (got scolded)

woke up at 7.30am+ (for nothing)(got scolded again)

slept then woke up at 11am+ again, to solve some problems,

and 2pm went to sleep till coming 6pm.

haix.

I'm am seriously speechless.

i really dunno what to say lah.

My heart is still hurtin',

idk why. )';

ohwells.

maybe we need a long long long long long talk.....

ANYWAYS,

christmas is seriously coming :D

and I still haven't wrapped presents yet!

D: (boo hoo!)

AWW, gotta get wrappers!

and someone's present still haven't buy yet,

at this rate dunno still need to buy or not...

i think when my mom comes back i'm gonna die.

oh wells,

I haven't eaten anything for the whole day.

byebye (:

and please tag ppl :D

PS: sorry blog's a little boring lately,

it's just that my life's just as boring,

and down.

now you've come back,

does this mean, you're really, truly,

MINE?

seriously, I don't know.

it takes two hands to clap, darling.

and I need your help to pull through all these.

would u love me

darling, you forgot to say i love you.


If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

i just wanted the most important 3 words.

you are scared so am i.
I try my best,
you try you best too.

start with 3 simple words...

Christmas joys(:

(opps, my dress very low..)

HELLO PEPO(:

the picture above was taken at the wedding(;
I'll find one day to post the photos(:
cause my cousin gave me the disc
with ALL the photos taken by the photographer
:D

oh wells,
thats me with the groom,
hahaha, pretty hor -^^-
opps, I mean the groom shuai hor xD
my dress very low, forget to pull up ;OO

anyways, today,
at first very sad de lah,
then mummy bring me out,
actually wanna buy christmas present de.
but in the end didn't buy.

I wanna take this small paragraph to dedicate to my wife(:
yes, in public.
i'm sorry wife.
:X
I won't abandon you lah,
cause I treasure you and I love you (:
yes, I love you wife(:

OH WELLS.
Christmas is coming :D
and I got gifts for my family members :D
well, those that bought for me lah ;OO
dun buy for me hor the rest! I won't buy for you x)
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEPO! :D
have a joyful and warm christmas
filled with love -^^-
^0^

LOL, here's a very nice song I love soo much(:
back at one (;
by, BRIAN McKNIGHT :D

it's a sweet sweet song okayyy :D
wait ah, I find for you guys (:
...
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...
...
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again, dedicated to my WIFE,
dun be jealous, i very teng my wife de okay -^^-

Oh wells, i forgot what I wanna say ;OOO
then byebye luh x)
merry christmas again(:

#1, you're like a dream come true,
#2, just wanna be with you,
#3, it's plain to see, that you're the only one for me.
#4, repeat steps one through three,
#5, make you fall in love with me,

if ever i believe my work is done,
then I'll start back at #1(:

the reason is simple:
I love you.

you mean everything, I mean nothing.

my throat is dry from missing your kisses,
my ears heaar your voice even though you're not here.
when ever I close my eyes, all I see is you.
my body is cold without your hugs.
my mind only shows your image,
my heart feel squeezed cause i miss you too much.

I don't know which part of me is functioning against you,
but it's telling me you don't cherish me,
you don't deserve me.
it built a wall around me,
it will only let the person who is willing to break through the wall have me.

"that's silly," I told it, "you know I'd only accept one winner."

"so let him prove he deserves to be the winner," it said.

Hello pepo.
i'm so bored.
I'm so damn freaking bored.

I seriously dunno what to do anymore.
My hands are grasping tight at the edge.
I don't wanna fall again...

but the other part of me feels it's better to let go and enjoy the fall,
rather than grasping to the edge of the cliff every single second,
struggling with yourself..

what do you try so hard for,
when the person doesn't appreciate it?
who am I holding onto the edge for?
I 'm holding on because i love you.
How tough it is, i'm still trying.

you seem to be standing there watching me fall.
everytime I climb back up,
you push me down.

"how do you treat a person,
that after so much,
still loves you and is able to forgive and forget all that you've done,

and be with you?
How much would you love him/her?
How much would you treasure?"

Or would you just take them for granted,
cause you'd think that this time he/she would never leave again..

here's the thing that hurts the most:

even though I desperately wanted to hear your voice,

I told you.

yet you ignored me.

I don't understand.
you refuse to share your problems with me.
you just leave me there,
alone.
helpless, confused, afraid.
You won't let me find help.
Yet you won't help me.

DEAR SANTA:

all I want for christmas is a shower of love.

anyone will do. (no matter how much I wish it's would be you,)

cause my heart, feels broken right now.

and I dunno how to fix it. ):

SHASHA is a sad sad dino right now,

not because no matter what you do,

you make me sad,

it's because you do nothing...

just one simple question for you, my ladaa,

"do you love me?"

then how come I don't feel loved?

what do you do, when the only person that can make you smile, breaks your heart?

which part of "treasure me" don't you understand?

"if you love something, let it go.

if it comes back to you, it's yours.

if it doesn't, it never was"

(so, does that mean you're mine?)

HELLO PEPO.

I think I had just wasted my 3 hours today;
to rush to woodlands and walk around aimlessly,
not being able to spend much money
cause I'm saving for an expensive present,
then getting upset and going home again.

-.-
oh wells,
I'm off to play the sims -.-

byebye(:

"because I gave all my time to you."

now i know that this sentence was just another lie,

and yet I was so happy when you said it.

why say sorry when you made the mistake on purpose?

I waited. but it didn't came..

everything.

everything in my heart is not right )':

HELLO PEPO (:

today,

KONGLONGS! (-anna, pearlyn, mingyuan, xinting, jieying, corrina)

WENT FOR ZOO OUTING (:

oh wells, I forgot which way to upload the photos again,

so the photos below are from latest to earliest ;OO

oh wells, I dun think it matters actually xDD

and the photos below dun show the WHOLE TRIP.

cause my phone got no batt );

oh wells DDD:

I FORGOT HIS NAME,

but this sealion insipired me to be a trainer in the zoo next time!

HAHAHA!

panda trainer:

teaches panda how to hug pepo(:

awwww(;

that's the trainer :D
in an unglam shot (;


he's eating treats okay, this SMART AND CUTE sealions xDD
not yawning(:

OHOHOHOH!
the sec1 basketball team is a zoo!
hahaha, i'm the zookeeper! hohoho (:

meet HERRON! hahahaha!
(and you won't meet the zebra, elephant and bear cause my handphone no batt T.T)

wait till i figure out whose the horse first,

cause I have limited knowledge of the pepo xD

LMAO x)

okay, I thought this horse's BUTT is shiny :D

hahaha, one thing I like about the zoo is that all the animals have names!

aww, so cute right?

hahah, only i forgot the name. :X

this one is bigger than the other (:

LOL, my PARTNER'S little pony xDD

aww, they kissed. hahah! very cute can (:

you know what.

i miss my partner );

GOATS :D

haha, I was taking the baby goat,

not the goat kissing the other goat's butt.

LOL!

they stand in a straight line cause it's raining

and they move out more no more shelter liao.
and if you can see, the left enclosure is for mom and child(i think)

the right one, is full.

neh, it's full(:

this house is creepy.

is a display house tht show about the past.

and the show the pests in the houses xD

oh, this is ferlyn. hahaha

and the dressing table in the past.

neh, the pests.

ew. this person is fake okay.

yeah, look damn real okay.

very creepy.

i thought it's real from outside T.T

LOL. GIANT COCKROACH(:

i like the sewing machine (:

this is the most scary thing. .___.

okay, this is real.

mice(:

it's stuck on top xD cute.

hahahah! DINOSUAR :D

ferlyn is trying to mate.

ignore her. hahaha!

her original mate mates once every 15 years.

the new one once every 15mins,

she cannot take it,

so she's trying out for dinosaurs(:

(inside joke(: )

monkeys(:

oh yeah, the zoo thingy I mentioned above.

MEET LOWIS (:

the smaller sized one cause it looks funny,

suits him ;OOO

failed shot of zilianing ;O

all the red butts(:

are they eating bamboo? ;OO

i like this picture alot alot alot cannn :DDDD

[hearts hearts hearts]

close shot of eating ;OO

it's underneath the log(:

there is alot of monkeys ;OOO

ignore me there @.@

LOL. bad hair day ;OOO

i see many red butts.

i think the white is the alpha or something lah.

very fierce. :X

it was quarreling with other monkeys then veyr noisy

;OO

then the mothers all very scared

and DRAGGED the babies BY THEIR TAILS and run away.

violent -.-

i'm so mesmerised by the butts -.- LOL

it's a bird. but i dunno wad bird. HAHAH!

random. ;OOOO

hahaha, I wanna be shipped off to my ladaa's house.

laugh my ass off lah. -.-

inside can knock your head de luh D: hahaha.

she want's to be shipped off to liren's house ;O

totally no link,i know.

KANGAROOS(:

you know you know, thats called an EMU(:

i think emus are nice animals(:

yup, thats the reason -^^-

WHAT THE F IS YOUR PROBLEM?

haha.(:

these shoes are for kangaroo(:

PIG! hahaha(: looks so like darren ;OO

it's a baby hippo okay! :D

cute right ;O

thats the big one (:

aww, thats my father and madaa(:

idk wads this lah =.=

i seriously dunno turtles have long necks @.@

Fishy! :D

these are the results of once in 15 years mate :D

meet OMAR :D

he loves to cat walk and he's HUGE ;O

others just like to watch him.

seriously, he just walks here and there

and back here again,

and back there again.

says to OMAR: "show off." LMAO.

haha, I was wanting to see what happens if he falls. .__.

statue.

i forgot what are these lei #.#

NEH :D my favourite :D

sorry there was no yuehan, kahsoon and zhiyi.

the damn phone lah!

no batt -.-

damn it man!

oh wells,

boyfriend was sick today D:

and we ate KFC. damn expensive can.

my meal $8.

and it's one of the cheapest among everyone lah.

;OOO

gossipped with boyfriend after tht.

LOL.

juliana and jiamin were damn enthu.

and ferlyn and cynthia were like xiao ppl ._.

so boyfriend was sick mah,

and I had cramps mah.

so we were the slow pepo. .___.

oh wells, met ladaa after that ;OO
& my back and stomach going to cmi already =.=

walao, why can't guys reproduce -.-

which means it's not the end right....?
cause everything's not right.

all i want is for you to make me feel that you will love me twice as much as before.