apology

^just woke up @.@ signature smile ^^
hello pepo(:

i'm posting now to apologise to someone.
cause i think i accidentally diao-ed you to make you real mad for actually nothing. i didn't hear you call me, so you'd think I diao you. D: sorry aye? (:

misunderstanding lahh (:

I feel i'm so silly. apologising to everybody. every single body. every single girl, when it's like, not totally my fault or it's not my fault at all.


just think that, ladies shouldn't hate each other lahh, should all stay peace and united together(: being a lady is tough okay.

gotta, put up with long thick hair and make up that spoil your faces and this and that. putting up with guys. LOL. no offence to my wife but oh wells ;D

today's april fool eve was .___.
we swapped class. the sec3s ;p
and then after recess finally gpt scolded ;O
why can't teachers just join in the fun?
gotta go out with laopo! byebye ;D

ps: a MATHS kills my brain cells ;p

ugly girl.

HELLO PEPO.

ugly girl posting.
gosh. even now I look in the mirror I look ugly @.@
HEH.

please luh, my eye circles @.@ ;OO
my photo looks better in the IC. you know why?
it's black and white @.@

oh my, tell me they are not putting the ez link card photo on the megazineT.T
i'm crying mann. *cries*

I'm such a gossiper and such a bitch okayy.
I quarrelled with laopo today. our quarrel is super drama I realise -.- HEH. oh wells, dramatic couple here (: dun jealous. oh my did I just tell people to be jealous that we're quarrelling? @.@
wthell is wrong with me?? LOL.

okay, i'm being in a super dramatic mood now. gosh, I'm so tired. D: there's my eye rings again T.T no wonder I loved sleeping beauty (:

well, looked at the photos of my previous post and realised that I'm seriously very ah lian looking luhh xDD my cousin said that lehh, so i decided to make myself feel better ;D


this is not childish. this is artistic and child-like!
check up the dictionary for the red words okay x)


the hair style is only ahlian without the dress okayy! ;DD see, beauty x)
and my face in picture #1 look very looong x))



okay, i'm sorry-aye for the newspaper on the floor xDDD
this is the full dress ;DD in my home



& I had 4 dresses to choose from! and guess what I bought 2 of them, x) I shant tell you which is the other ;p LOL. I took photos in the dressing room okay. @.@ super sick. but I taking myself okay!! (sounds more wrong now :x)


The pictures are practically in opposite order @.@ but ah, wells ;OO
try to scribble my life in summary these days for you ;p

well, nothing major, but laopo and I wenta bugis recently ;ppp we got partner's present! YAY! :D and well, I'm really not happy with few people recently. What the hell is wrong with me. UGH!

In a blink of an eye,

tears are shed.

in seconds,

a heart is broken.

-Valerie.

LOL, to wenting ^^

hello, pepo,

wenting wanna see my everlast shirt

and my ah lian look. LOL! This is before the wedding i at the salon. LOL.

because dun have dress then wear normal clothes then i think like ah lian. ._.

Dedicated. to one blur queen.

CUTE? hahaha, most will say so lah,

heh. let me show you HER REAL IDENTITY....

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SYSTEM ERROR.

BLOGGER TOO LAZY TO PRESS SOMEMORE.

just scroll down lah

TADAA!

LOL. crown on the head for queen le lah.
BLUR QUEEN x)





I find little photos of you. ):

but it's still sufficient.
You LOVE TO EAT.
& love to be EXTRA x)

photo taken above was actually intended for jieying and ferlyn.

Please see the look on jieying's face and you can see xD

photo below was me trying to ZILIAN. ;OOO

LOL! cute huh, my xingan S-O-T-O-N-G.

& she gets really insane she she's waits for food.

see her, like xiao zhar bor liddat xDD

SUPEr DUPER FUNNY-RETARDED.

the cool ad know it all.

Antenna longer than giraffe neck ;p

see the way she gets her news?

anywhere anytime ;DD

love her shroomy HEAD x)) HAHAHAH!

& RED BIRDY SPECS x))

you should be crated off to weird zoo x))

HAHAHAHA!

dearest Cynthia,

I hope you enjoyed your 15th birthday!!

;D

and sorry for the belated present. because really, I wanted to get it last week but no stock D: stock comes in first week of april D:

bleh. just wanted to say, thanks for being there. everytime. and the most important time. thanks for all the songs you've introduced and the time you spent on me. I know I disappoint you a hell lot of time. and i'm a great pangseh-er. but just to tell you, I've always took you as someone real special, even though we don't spend so much time together.

Hee, I love you lah! from the bottom of my heart!

have success in whatever you do okay!

yes, you can redeem your karaoke anytime, must tell me one week before ;p

HEH.

decided to dedicate this song for you ((;

You take a deep breath
And you walk through the doors
It's the mornin of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
And try to stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year
And you're gonna be here for the next 4 years
In this town
Hopin' one of those Senior boys
Will wink at you and say 'I haven't seen you around before'

Cuz when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feelin' like there's nothin to figure out

Count to ten
Take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to red-head Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughi'n at the other girls
Who they think they're so cool
We'll be out of here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date
And he's got a car
And you're feelin like flyin
And you're momma's waitin up
And you're thinkin he's the one
And you're dancin around the room when the night ends
When the night ends

Cuz when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
And your first kiss makes your head spin around

But in your life you'll do things
Greater than datin the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted
Was to be wanted
Wish you could go back
And tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams in life
And Abigail gave everything she had
To a boy who changed his mind
And we both cried

Cuz when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Don't forget to look before you fall

I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be
at fifteen

La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la...

You're very first day
Take a deep breath girl
And take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

ridiculous thinkings

Hello pepo.

after this post, you might find me in class sleeping in a few hours time.

ohf.I'm just so sad right now ):

I'm just thinking ridiculous stuffs, making myself sad, sensitive and making everyone sad with me. )':

i'm so frustratted with this feeling, this selfish, sensitive feeling. This EFF-ing feeling that I cannot get rid of. how selfish. how sentitive. HAH.

& seriously I've regretting blurting/saying it all out because now I'm all alone. I don't know why. The person that wanted to know so much why I was sad and disappeared after I shot everything )':

oh god. OFGod.

Ridiculous thinkings are not meant to be said.
because they are ridiculous and are kept in the very very back of your brain.
once in a while you think about it and get upset by it.
& you rant it,
the other party get sad too.
just because of a 3 minute thinking.
I really regretted now.

cause I'm sitting here in the dark. Alone.
I'm afraid of the dark.
I didn't knew when.

you'll never know.
cause you'd never read my blog unless I told you to.
I told you I didn't wanna say it.
you forced me.
Now everyone's upset.
))':

oh, how silly I am.
unreasonable. petty. sensitive. ridiculous. dumb. hurtful. doubtful. idiotic.
bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch.
bitch x 10to the power of infinity =VALERIE YUEN YI YUE.

#1. even if I ask you to change, you won't.

#2. even if you wanna change, I won't let you.

school _|_

hello pepo. (:

i'm so pissed off right now(: cause there's school tmr ;D oh, can't wait to see my teachers and start with the homework, cries (;

for the last few hours of my holiday, I wanna:
#1) be a good wife.
#2) play sims and make man y babies. LaughMyAssOff.[zebra be jealous! x)]

Oh, know what, I think the new 2010 time table SUCKS to the core(:
anybody wanna KANGYI with me? tell me okay, we go Principal office outside stand. x)

*Please change all the:
(: to ): ,
;D to D: ,
(; to )':
TYVM.


today went to VIVIAN's house, had cynthia's party! SILLY SOTONG, it's your birthday!! we keep throwing her into the pool x_x and the WHOLE TEAM got wet D:
too bad juliana and corrina were not there d;

I'm here to announce that I'm a pro watermelon eater that ate almost more than 1/2 of the watermelon in the big big bucket @.@

well, damn suayy, dad said he could fetch me and after stoning around for A VERY LONG TIME, he said he couldn't well, THANKS! so, had to MRT and well, my captain was shocked to see me and thought I went to find my WIFE ;p

oh wells.
okay people, byebye ;OO

freaking,f-ing, pissed.

what is the problem with photobucket, internet explorer and blogger??

wtf.

waste of my time , waste of my holiday -.- pissed off with eveyrthing -.-

now I remember why I even quit blogging in the first place, cause it's a waste of time -.- gahh, why bother? might as well use all these time to play sims or do homework or go out -.-

speaking of time, now is like 1pm already -.- I've spent 11am till now just changing the effing picture, and doing THIS FREAKING post -.- WTF. my wife still wan me go his house. -.- wher got time?? wan sleep until so late -.-

pekchek. stupid time. wtf is the problem with the professor layton thing. say today come out then cathay dun even have a single shit -.- okay. done complaining. byebye.

pointless

hello pepo(:

sorry my fonts are so eeeny-teeny-tiny!

I'm watching the jack neo thingo now, LOL. it's damn slow okayy ):
stupid internet always very slow -.- I wanna play the sims de lei! recently got addicted to the sims again ^^ LOL. it's so fun with the extention pack cannn! LOL

my dog's eating cheese, like me ^^ oh, is the gross or cool ;OO LOL. addicted to cheese rather than ice cream now (: yay, cause tht cuts down on alot fats ;p

oh, and my baby's trying the show off his six pac right now -.- totally tio ignored by me! hahaha! ;p neh neh ni pupu ;P anyway laopo's going to go malaysia again DD: stupid guy ;p oh wells liddat i have free chewing gums ^^ and his momma wants him to cut his hair. SLOPE! HAHAHHAA

oh wells, today had training ;p ohohoh, afernoon, late due to the damn rain. oh wells.
dunno if raining nowadays is good thing or bad thing. no rain then ppl say very hot then global warming, keep raining cause they say very hot then the sea evaporate then keep raining, which is ALSO global warming.

wah! T.T I don wanna die in 2012-.-

oh wells, today's training with b girls and sec1 girls (: and i'm very happy cause jiaolian finally wanna train us again (: ohohoh the joy (: oh wells, very tiring to train sec1 cause they dun have basics ;p sorry ah sec1s ;p & oh wells, vomit blood. ;p

slacked around bbt shop and 7-11 was short-lived cause I had no money and watching partner they all eat is torturing D: oh wells, my dinner was fab okayy ^^

and i wanna play sims now ;p
byebye pepo :]

TO FERLYN TAN. GOOD LUCK TMR! FTW, PIANO EXAMS!
(not fuck the wall lah, FOR THE WIN)

oh, I think jackNeo's wife deserves a better loser than him :X

loving someone,
doesn't mean you have to be together with him.
If you know he'll hurt you,
why not love him from afar?

brand new

Hello pepo.

i'm sorry if any of you got shocked tht you couldn't get into my blog, (like my nanny -.-). here's the story:
i was editing my blog templates. Then somehow, everything got screwed up. I think some of you might have saw what happened there @.@ well, i didn't know what the hell was happening, so I just closed it. LOL!

it pissed me of so much that I blew my temper at my dearest baby and went to sleep ): So I'm here posting to my baby that I'm SO SORRY! D:

well, now everything's fine and it turned out it was the cbox problem -.- god dammit. & my dear laopo is still so patient with me. He wasn't angry ya'know? :p I love him okay? ^^

end of story.


well, yesterday Ladaa and I wenta watch BEING HUMAN :D we saw Favourite Junior there and she was watching the same movie as us! (: yay. it was not bad, people can watch it ^^ rated PG for sexual reference ;O ohohoh! ladaa and I sat in the couple seat! cute huh?;p dun be jealous(: The ending was just horrible -.- so lame to the maxx can? -.-
oh, Favourite Junior! your hairband rocks man!

oh wells, now I'm gonna meet my wife to eat NEBO at AMK ^^ yay. Then tmr having training afternoon ): oh holly sads. D: oh people, maybe this is like good news or bad news(whichever wadever) I've only told partner. But we decided to go up to b girls and reunite the konglongs. ^^ YAY!!!

& speaking of partner ): yesterday ladaa and I went to bugis and get Sotong and partner's present. BOTH OUT OF STOCK SIA! i was practically bawling at Bugis! and the kind shop keepers said they'll call me. boo-hoo! I end up having to give sotong a belated present! SORRY! D:

Friday VCJ and Ladaa and my brother are going out! yay-ness ^^ holidays rock okayy. ^^ && we're going to watch PROFESSOR LAYTON. -^^- i'm getting broke and over limits but who cares ;p

holly crap i'm late and byebye ^^
GDI, this mouse is super sensitive -.-

ps, FERLYN TAN. let's watch remember me before we go to Cynthia's PARTY (;

& the seagull is still with the fish.
who cares if their falling in love was an accident?

cause you mean more to me than anything.

hello pepo.

i'm feeling even more tired and sad right now.

D':

#1)
I cried in kiddy palace kids department.

#2)
I cried in metro's bra department.

AT CAUSEWAY POINT.
gosh.
fail girl.
some pepo may think that i'm a underage prenant woman who can't fit into her bra anymore -.-

oh wells.

seriously dun wanna say what happened.
to ferlyn : things got worst after that X.X
so oh wells. byebye.

the tears & silence & voices became weapon of our deadly war.

and I'm all messed up right now.

there's no winner, in a war.

I said, "#38, 2H OH-NINE."

OH HELLO PEPO.

i'm very tired now.
and I'm just blogging cause, i miss my blog.
LOL!

I thought of many things to post but I forgot x.x
GOSH.

I still prefer the list. (:

#1. I very very tired. as usual.
reason?
because jieying nvr tell me sec1 is morning
till at night when I was watching late night movie. X.X
Then I was, OMGosh, I need to SLEEP! @.@

#2. I'm thinking of sleeping without bathing X.X
cause my hair wil never dry in time for me to sleep before watching movie with laopo later. D:

I'm gonna watch being human ^^ support the !#$!@%!
JACK NEO. whom cheated on his wife. WTH. hate unfaithful guys.

I'm super dirty i know. laugh my ass off. probably got these traits from my ZODIAC. ;p
hey i'm 15! go count my zodiac and sing the taylor swift song.
(super lame but whatever.)

#3. I'm currently talking to my monkey again. ;D
who's willing to pei me SLEEP today. LOL! sounds so wrong ;p
he's sleeping at his home and i'm sleeping at MY home x)

aww, he dozed off.

#4. I'm saving money to buy our 1 year anni present T.T
which I dunno wad to buy lehh.

#5. I NEED MONEY MONEY. COLD HARD CASH baby. $.$
seriously, presents are so expensive.

#6. I need to buy sotong and partner's presents!
I saw this really perfect present for cyntha luh, dunno whether it's still there or not.
and partner, I'm sorry i owe you since last year x.x

#7. oh yeah, i needa buy nanny's present too! X.X
He wanted an MP3 okayy @.@ I'm thinking of asking every one chip in a little ;pp

#8. alice in the wonderland rocked ;D
LOL. I think the hatter is so cute. LOL! and the red queen reminds me of someone.
HMMS. (;

#9. BINTAN. LOOLA. is so cool!
except their veggies sucked. LOL. and the toilet -.-
shall not wanna elaborate.
I think it's everywhere in blog lahh! ;p

#10. I shall send flying kisses to ppl who tagged my blog! *MUACKS*
LOL, all unexpected visitors luh, even my normal close friends dun tag ;p

#11. My mouse is spoilt.
GDI, mommy, get me a new one! ^^

#12. I have training tmr.
IN. THE. MORNING.
gotta wake up early.
& my movie starts at like, 8??
WTH. and i needa SLEEP NOW.
and I needa wake up for SHOWER.

GROSS me.


#13. I have AMaths sub tmr X.X CRIES. & TEST!
shall study wad the hell is alpha and beta ALL OVER AGAIN.
cause LOOLA CAMP brainwashed me! x)

#14. coach asked us this morning whether we wanted to go up b girls.
well, I'm feeling a little confused now.
cause I practically WANT TO. and my ladaa's schedule matches the b girls.

obviously there's one thing keeping me.
holding me back. I so so so wanted to go up.
feels like upgrading.
I so so so wanna improve.

ugh, feel so confused at what is the right choice.

confidence, faith, hopes, dreams.

they come with much effort of believing.

shattered, lost, crushed in a wince of an eye.

and it takes more than believing,

to get it back.

#15. getting a little lo-so here.

maybe i'm too soft hearted here. but, I feel so guilty and bad inside.
about _____ & ______ .
jackass, I think the LOOLA camp taught me how to use vulgarities. -.-

#16. saw mrstan this morning for prefect interview.
and she was asking for the class and index number.

and I said, "#38, 2H OH NINE."

the thing I'm most afraid of,

is hearing formal thank-yous from you.