afraid of the pain

Greetings my lovely readers (:
did you guys miss me? ♥
aww, i know you did, imma so lovely.

Shall do a short post today cause I'm going to watch me teevee soon :3
starts at 12.30 :D
ohkayy, woke up at 7+ today :x
my body alarm clock spoil laa ); I wake up around that timing no matter what time I sleep! ):

& then I texted awhile and fell asleep again :D
woke up at around 12pm ):
was late AS USUAL, littlemisslate here!
-waves-
& choinged to school, but it was raining );

still met my baby for lunch ♥
ohohoh, & i saw nanny pooh & my favourite junior :D
"it's been like 1000 years since we met" :3
TROLOL, now you know why she's my favourite junior (;

Alrighty, I realise I've been coming back to training a lot huh? ):
I regret not coming since jan & feb ): sigh, stupid me.
It's ohkay, not too late to repent ♥
well, why do I realise that?
today I went to sign in at the guard place & the auntie told me i dont need to sign in. TROLOLOL. see, i've come tooo many times, i'd probably flood the book with my cute namee (:
& mrsgoh saw me today and she was like:
valerie, I'm so proud of you, you portray the chung cheng sprit 饮水思源!
so you see, now you now imma good girl ♥

look how cute my juniors are righty? (:

didnt do much in training today ):
was kinda slack since coach talked for 1.5 hours,
tried to brainwash them, but to no avail!

so I trained with the wall awhile, ran for 2 rounds with them,
& drank bubble tea ♥ thanks coach youknow Iloveyou ♥
hewhew, so happygirl95 was the parttime FREE coach for the team today,
shouting for them and everything, see the things I do for a cup of bubbletea ):
I'm so easily bought over ):

at the end of the day, did PT with the girls.
PT yknow! I was so guilty of the sugar content in the bubble tea ):
I'm a healthy girl yknoow!
coach still suan me say I now can do pt anymoree ):
ehy, I can lor! humph, next time they do pt i must do also!

talked to the girls awhile.
pep talk kay, my pep talk short and sweet comfirm brainwash onee ♥
hewhew.

went home & watch my unriddle 2 last episodee :3
ohyeah, eyecandy, while you were sleeping like a cute pig my dad I were gossiping about you. :3 hewhew



wah, huang jun xiong damn handsome pleasee ♥ will miss him ;3

was bored and zilianing at homee (:
wondering i look nicer with or without specs :3

watching my husbandd on tv & talking to my laoba otp :D
HEHEHEHE :D

byebye readers ♥



cause imma afraid i'll hurt you.

"i think you fall for him le." "idk."

Hello readers.
your dear blogger is feeling moodless now,
ex came to pester me again, idk what the hell he wants.
it's always about small small things.
Was super pissed off just now actually, damn irritated.

& was complaining to eyecandy & i forgot his pattern,
he got pissed off. ):
i should stop making him worry & upset over me huh.
-guilty-

moodless the entire night. pfft.
having headaches since idk when , shall sleep after this.
is like i've alr moved on,
leave me alone & let me live my life can
because of you , you make me upset,
& make everybody around me that cares upset also.

eyecandy: next time dont throw your phone on the floor because you didnt receive my message kay, next time i will reply fastfast :x sorry for making you worry & calling me. thanks for caring okay (:

baby: sorry i'm such a bad mummy you have to worry about me, i'll try to be a good girl & thanks for being there all the time, (; you rock my panda socks. ♥ see you tmr for lunch & volleyball, hewhew.

laoba: sorry lah, dao reply you, i totally no mood, somemore you tell me who you wanna side with if got something happen, i really damn pissed off uh ;x

I'M SUCHA BAD GIRL TODAY, MADE EVERYBODY WORRY OVER AND OVER.

recently, there's this song, "worldwide" by big time rush, it's awesomee ♥
sweet, (:

"wait a minute, before you tell me anything, how was your day? cause i've been missing you by my side" ♥

& the killer sentence:
"yes, i may, meet a million pretty girls that know my name, but dont you worry, cause you have my heart" ♥

songs are really beautiful stuffs.
goodnight readers, do leave a tag, or i'll eat you. ^^

one day alone.

HELLO READERS :3
imma having headache naoo ):
noooooooooooo D:


ugh, was broke, and didnt know where to go, soooo I stayed at homeee (:
GOOD GIRL ME.
well, guess who pei-ed me the entire day? :D
GUESS.


hehehe, non stop spongebob marathon ♥
I'm a crazy girl i know ):
but spongbob really makes me laughhhhh,
spongebob & patrick too cute and innocent ♥
I like. I like this feeling. (:


& then watched my old favourite,



I bet everyone miss this right,
go get yourself starhub and get BOOMERANG channel, :3
I love tom & jerry, damn funny too ^^

idk what to post today ):
i'm so sorry because I did nothing today,
I just lied down and watched teevee the entire day & text.
.____. couch potato max,
now i'm uber hungryyy.

kinda regret not going out with laoba, ):
SO BORED TODAY. LAOBA & I boreed together, TROLL.
bobian, my ezlink card left 3$+ only, stupid adult faree D:
SIAN, idw top up! ):
I wanted to go vivo see doggy onee, ):
ohwells, see my baobei free one,
he so cute can, had a haircut and wearing clothes walking around the house,
LIKE A BOSS. ♥

ohohoh, there's volleyball tmr ♥♥♥


hehe, (:
today onwards, I'm walking forward.

Con amor, Valerie ♥

had a nightmare today, although I dont remember the dream,
but i didnt like it. not one bit

sweet & bitter & sweet.

HELLO AWESOME READERS ♥
I'm back & I promised to blog tonight right (:
HEWHEW. so hello (:

Went home todayy (:
so empty, nobody at home ;O
well, lied down and watch spongebob, first story then fell asleep,
lucky i clever set alarm ^^
had a nicee power nap ♥

went to meet my baby for lunch,
porridge! couldn't finish either, bought coffee for coach ^^
I'm sucha GOOD GIRL RIGHTY? (:
but he couldnt drink coffee todayy ):
so i gave it to the guard :D

REACHED CCHY DAMN EARLY, but the sec ones were already thereee (:


I got bullied by the sec one BOYBOY ):
wah, I senior still kena bully by small boy.
he young boy still nvm, he SMALL BOY.
you should have seen his cute HEIGHT -3-

-WAIT, something random, i'm so bored now-


baby & I were very boredd at the vb court waitig for coach arrival :3



tried to camwhore. but imma too ugly today x)
k lah, blame my eye bags lah! I shall sleep early one dayy :P

walked home with baby and talked at mrt for veryveryvery loooong (:
& then I went homee, walked around in central for awhile,
dunno what to eat,
so bought hagen dazz home to eat.
Rushed around to shower and watched teevee :D
oh yeah! eye candy was at home too :D

& then I was watching tv & he was using com,
& then he went out so imma using com :D



& someone keep spamming my texts, sigh, why.
leave me alonee noow can? ):
I hate this,
every single day I paint my day with colourful pretty colours,
& everyday you have to splash some grey paint & make part of my drawing grey.

someonee cheer me upp.

-EDITED-

Hello, my eye candy cheered me up today, thankyou somuch once againn ♥
eh, even if I meet brad bitt I also wont change my eye candy lah, so dont worry :3

brand new day.

HELLO READERS,
miss me? Here's something to read for the day!
& pigs are very very very cute kay (:
Dont deny that.

I'm home alone and hungry now ):
WHYY, why am I awakee, body alarm spoil already D:

OH, CHUNGCHENGHIGH YISHUN is having e learning naoo :3
hello fellow juniors, are you all enjoy e learning ?! :D
I'm going backk to cchy for volleyball later ^^



HAPPY DIE ME LIKE THE SPONGEBOB ABOVE, hewhew (:

when I come back today I'll post again kay :3
needa go home and grab some stuffs today :D

all righty, i wanna go bathee and eat my grandma's back with FOOOOD.
Food is awesome (:

miss me till I come back! :D


Dont jelly lah jelly king, so many people wanna be in your place leh.

the emo party.

HELLO LOVELY LOVELY READERS.♥

I FINALlY GOT MY TAGBOARDDDD, DO LEAVE YOUR TAGS YEAH?

Woke at 8am todayyy ): too worried, could sleep well ):
see lah you two, why must make me worry.
My laoba was actually watching soccer & then he left his phone in the roooom.
FAGGOT lAH YOU! how can you do this to me D:
Eye candy fell asleep, no wonder no replyy, well,
ohkay lah, since you didnt get to sleep because you were pei-ing me.
SHALL FORGIVE YOU.

oh wells, woke and went back to sleeeeeeep ♥
sleeping is an awesome thing thats why i woke at 12:30pm ):
OMG i know I'm sucha pigg ): & I was late to meet my laoba.
oh wells, we still made it in time for lunch & moviee!
THE HUNGER GAMES IS AWESOMEEE KAY :D
the guys all so HOT (:
hehhe, thats why I love english lah,
no kpop no jpop for meee ^^ hewhew ♥
ANGMOR MORE HOT! ^^

ohyeah, my ex texted me today again,
& this time, after ALL the texts, I replied.
I finally replied saying he was the one who didnt treat me as a friend in the first place, he could have went to his new girlf.
I know imma strong girl.
& he said he wont come bother me anymoree.

went to watchh movie, could tell eyecandy was pissed off with what happened.
i'm so sorry ):
WENT SHOPPING WITH MY LAOBA AFTER THAT :D
I love shopping hehehhe. But i guess is more of crapping,
went to orchard to walk walk ^^
I'mma happy girl yknow :D

wanted to buy a stitch kaychain but didnt ):
cost 9.90$ but I was lazy to buy, TROLL!
but it was cute, maybe shall get it next timee ^^

talked to fedrick at ion orchard,
thanks for cheering me up, but i'm finee (:
and then my laopa was feeling emo again!

went home and sat at kiddy palace before buying dinnerr.
thought about lots and lots of things,
& this time, alone, I really shed tear.
HAH.

oh wells, had dinner & now my laoba is emo-ing again.
ayee, shall talk to him otp!
eyecandy is mia again (:
I guess you're sleeping lah hor,
too tired alr, ):

thank you to my baby ducky for cheering me up,
always there for me you little sweetheart ♥
shall get your bottle for you & your sister tmr! :D
gotta wake up early tmr, needa go back home and grab some stuffs
then meet baby at khatib for lunch then off we go for vb ♥

VOLLEYBALL ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
yesssss, finally, i miss you so much yknow :D
ohkay, baibai (:

please ignore my ugly fringee ): pleaseeeeeeeee. & my cmi eye bags, i'm going sleep early tday!

fail shot!

fail shot again! gave up!

Sometimes, i hate my fat cheeks ):

YES, i know imma cute. ♥ if anyone remembers, this is my signature smilee -^^-

"如果两个人在一起那么伤心，
那么， 放弃爱吧，
也许下一个才是真心。"
♥

thank you so much.

HELLO my readers ♥
I wish i had a friend like patrick/spongebob, so cute right!
I shall watch spongebob today before i sleep ^^

I'm worried about eye candy ):
cause he didnt reply my texts and he's alone downstairs, :/
well, he didnt sleep today and pei me cause I was sad about something :x
OKAY EYE CANDY I'M WORRIED ABOUT YOU -.-

many things happened today,
i thought going back to school & playing volleyball would cheer me up,
but things happened after volleyball so it really make my happy feeling go array ):
sigh, i forgot my bottle againn,
my cute little bottle ♥
le me shall get you on wed :D

Have to meet my laoba tmr at somerset at 12.30pm,
so I have to wake at 11am! :3
laoba, i hope you are ohkay, you're not answering my calls ):

WEI, can y'all stop making me worry? ):
one at downstairs mia one at semb mia -.-
WIN! ♥

kkay, talking otp nao, maybe shall not watch spongebob anymoree.
nothing to do tonightt ):
AIYOH I'M STILL WORRIED ABOUT BOTH OF YOU LAH BODOH. ):

btw, cheer up laoba please cheer up ):
PLEASEEE with cream and cherry on top ♥

& eye candy, thank you for today, thank you thank you, ♥
and sorry you have to be alone downstairs for so long.
dui bu qi ):
continue being cute kay ^^

okayy, wake up tmr & be a better day.
both of you better reply me tmr ):
dont make me worry le ahh. (:

Cat out of the baggy.

HELLO READERS.
isn't my dp cutee? (:
I love camwhoring laa ♥

you can see more soon kay (;
wonder what to do today, so bored ):
I wanna play mahjong :D
But I have to go find people, so shall call my cousin later ^^
spongebob was awesome yesterday! hewhew, forevercute. ♥


My baobei's here ! miss him manymany,
but he doesn't miss me):
ingrateful dog, D: He keep ignoring me.
sigh, have to bring him for a walk later, and then shower him.
Should i bring him to cut hairrr?
He looks damn fat with all the fur ):

Anyways, eye candy knows he's eye candy,
the hell, EYECANDY, Y U SO SMART.
stalk until liddat ):
Troll, andthen everybody also asking who eye candy,
then some jealous of eye candy, so you see,
moral of story: being my eye candy is awesome ♥

tralala, still thinking about putting chatbox there,
should I?
if not how y'all beloved reader leave comments, (:
howhowhow. ):
Imma so lazy lah, later chatbox very dead onee, ;0

5 random things:
#1. I Shall find something to wipe my lappy screen SOON.
#2. my ear is itchy because of infection.
#3. I want to go shower.
#4. I'm currently very hungry since I forgot dinner.
#5. I feel like playing volleyball.

ohkay. my com currently cant type in chinese,
some IT/COM expert care to help?
-.-zzz

you wanna see my camwhore? (;
hehehhe.

hehehe, I didn't post the my zilian ones, (:

but you can find them on the bloody stalker website named facebook :3

byebye awesome readers ^^

conamor, shasha♥

-bring back that smile once more, if a miracle such as love exists.

3rd post of the day;

HELLO and WELCOME READERS (:
I finally got the blogskin doneee ^^

I can finally watch my spongebob naoo ^^
Happygirl me!





hewhew, spongebob so cute right,
but patrick more cuteeee !
ohkay, I received the most sweetest message today,
made my heart do flipjacks or whatever jacks :D

Okay patrick is damn cute i love him. HAHAHA.
he put on his teeth and brush his pants ^^

byee readers (:
oh yeah!
this blogskin doesnt allow me to put colours to my posts
):
or someone can teach me (:
and there's two empty space to put tagboard and links
but my tagboard would be dead and i dont have any links! ):
tell me what should i DO D:

have a nice night y'all ^^
CON AMOR!

Be right back (;

Hello dear readers, (:

my new blogskin is found! but i've yet to edit nicely, i needa go out now :D so bear with this forthe moment ^^

do come by tmr, it'll most probably be doneeee ^^

xoxo

(;

all over again.

HELLO readers,

-waves-

I'm so bored today ):

Thanks for coming to this blog ;3

I guess everybody's curious to know who's eye candy nowww (;

I so great at keep secrets right ^^

If one day I tell my eye candy he's eye candy then i tell y'all okay!

TROLL, Jasper asked me to confess to eye candy, whatthehell!

later he reject me I cry ):

he probably treats me like his sister lah (;

it's okay to stay this way for this moment :D

wait for me heart to recover fully first.

But to update something, of SOOOOOO many people who asked who is eye candy,

yeap, my super cute eye candy himself also asked who is eye candy, TROLL.

sigh, idk how to answer lah! D:

He'll probably freak out, cause i'm so crazy ;P

now i realise people stalk me ah.

or isit my posts all over the new feed of facebook?!

sigh facebook, facebooook, Y U SO awesomee.

oh wells, le me have nothing to do today,

shall go out to find me laoba later, (:

and monday go training and tues go out with laoba again :D

gonna watch hunger games.

I'm sorry, idk what the hell is that at all x.x

D:

wed going training (:

& i'll probably be at tpy for a long timee :3

cause school starting so i think i better spend more time with granny and daddy ^^

Good girl me ♥

I think i crazy over my eye candy, (:

I crazy over stitch too ^^

HE soooo cutee! aiyah, both so cute.

In the past, HE used to be the only thing that puts that smile on my face.

Now it's volleyball, volleyball, eye candy and stitchy (:

NOT TO FORGET SPONGEBOB. ♥

I love patrick ^^

I'm so desperate for spongebob now ):

suddenly feeling a little sad.

thinking about 3years of my life. :x

SIGH. FORGET ABOUT IT.

I MISS VOLLEYBALL BADLY,

-sniff sniff- )':

okay, eye candy imy too (:

shall go watch spongebob,

byebye my dear readers!

this ♥ for you :D

If you had the courage, if you had the confidence,

I'll be yours, (: ♥

a new beginning?

hello dearest readers,

I'm back :D actually feeling a little emotional today,

but my eye candy sure cheered me up :D

shall keep a secret who he is kay :P

ayee, but i think he's cute (:

oh wells, rotted at home today with absolutely nth to do,

brought gavin to see doctor because of his back ):

he said pain ;O doctor say muscle not strong enough thats why.

ayee, trying to move on and forget about stuffs (:

lucky got my eye candy :3

he made me really happy today,

hewhewhew, i really thought even he couldnt make me happy,

but yes he did ^^

ayeeeeeeee, why he so cuteeeeee :D

heart melt :3

alrighty, goodnights people (:

stitch and angel,

you'll be my stitch, i promise to be the angel :)

Confused.

HELLO loyal readers (:

okay, i guess i'm referring to nobody here,

but still posting todayy (:

STITCHY is awesomeeeee. (L)

it's raining, wonder how's the 3 on 3 going ;x

It really sucks when someone close to you and someone that always stood by your side suddenly acts weird and you dont know why :x

and suddenly i feel everyone's moved on and nobody remembers me :/

it's like, they're happy there, thats their life, their picture,

and i keep rubbing into it.

It's quite obvious people's avoiding you so why go care anymore?

It's obvious all of them has moved on and started with their new life.

so yeah. i guess it's time to move on?

give up? (: hahaha,

it truly feels like one man army now.

yeah.

Maybe she's seriously true yknow (:

so stop saying bad stuffs behind her back, or making your stupid theories.

because people are happy with what they are now.

they're fine. so why dont you butt out, valerie yuen.

seriously butt out from their lives cause nobody's thinking about you or missing you anymore.

someone's replaced you and she's great.

it doesnt really matter whether she truly loves him or not yknow.

WHO CARES.

THEY'RE ALL HAPPY NOW.

so f-off valerie. F-off.

yeap. they've gone back to normal. the atmosphere is okay now.

so move on. move on move on.

ANYHOW. my library book is dued! ): shall have to pick up my lazy butt and go to the library laterrrr.

oh, my dad has this workerrrrr. & he's cute ;3

i'll be better tmr, i promise. (:

con amor.

xoxo.

请告诉我, 暂停算不算放弃? cause i'm so tired of love.

backin actionnn.

Hi my awesome readers (:
i'm back!!!
omg so much has changed and how fast time has passed ):
I'm starting school in like one months time ):

aye, my O level score is like L1R5 14, R4 would be 11,
it wasn't my expected but ayee, shall go poly and get into university :3
I'm going to RP!
you might be shocked, but it's cause rp is now number 3 in singapore! :D
yay! and ngee ann and singapore's hotel management is actually not under business ):
so i dare not take that ):
so RP for me (:

got a scholarship of 2500$ (UJELLY?) buttthen i have to join their leadership thingy for one whole year D:
sucky much!

sigh, my life is pretty boring now, march hols just ended and imma good girl to go for training everyday ^^
sure missed volleyball a lot :D
helped cheer me up and pass lots of timeeeee (:

oh yeah, wifey and I got a divorce ):
shall not say all the details, it's too long and hurtful. (:
but oh wells,
the saying goes, if you love someone let it go,
if he comes back, he's yours,
if he doesn't he never was!

i guess if my heart for him dies i'll never go into another relation for a veryvery loooong time, it's quitetiring yknow!
single life is awesomeee, nobody to hurt you and nothing to expect!
maybe we both needed some time to grow up for now :D
"当初彼此, 不够成熟坦白"
this is very true (:
well actually i'm quite okay now, not sad anymore (:
i do admit one thing, i still love him but loving someone and being together is two different things (:

and what the future holds, i may not know. (:
dont scold me for being silly if one day you see me and him patching up.
or dont be shocked if one day you see me with someone else! hahaha :3
but for now, i'm not thinking of much at all :D

i do miss his mom and dad, and grandma and uncle and aunt though (: heh.
well, the reason i typed this out is because i know many people might be curious or thinking if imma okay because i'm notthe type to tell everyone everything, (:
but here it is, i'm not really that sad.
because i leave everything to fate,
if we're not meant to be, then we're not.

i believe we both are young, and we all dont know how to think much and seriously i dont blame him for doing all these (:
so thats all folks :D

hewhewhew, it's okay i'm doing just fine (:
i have a pretty positive happy feeling these few days & i'm watching spongebob!
he's awesomeeeeeee -inserts heart here-

ah! do help me decide which dp to choose for my facebook yeah? ):
i'm in a dilemma ;0
leave your comments BELOWWW ;3

alrights, byebye pepo





con amor;
psssss: i suddenly couldnt highlight and could edit ): so it's gonna be a plain boring old black and white post! D: