I will be back soon, i promise

Hello my lovely readers!
i'm so sorry i didnt blog yesterday!
A little tired, ):

i forgot to bring cable so I cant photos!
my back my killing me now,
so i'm gonna go rest ):
so sorry!
i promise to blog tmr~
with photos! :D
love you readers :3
leave the tags coming kay ;3

xoxo, (:

tired tired so tired.

Hello readers ♥

idk why blogger dont let me highlight my words ):

BLOGGER Y U LIKE THIS. ):

my blog all black and whitee and boringgggg.

woke up and went to find laoba at sembawang,

ate mac mchicken :3 very long since i ate mcchicken ♥

hewhew, then wenta NEX to find present!

so bored.

present couldnt make it on time today.

so we tmr have to go back downn,

& print photos, so tmr I have to wake up go admiralty,

print photos and bake cookies & fly down to NEX collect present,

help laoba buy smth, then meet eye candy for dinner.

SHAG DAY HUH ):

pigs are so cute right, ♥ (;

you have my heart.

hello awesome readers ♥

gosh, y'all are so awesomee :3
hewhewhew.

woke up early again as usual ):
& then finally slept at 10 againn,
then finally woke at 2pm :D
hahahha, imma pig, i know );

ate my porridge and went to school for training ♥
mingyuan came! yay, then got someone pei me volleyball, (:
to my dearest C girls, dont cry anymore kay ):
be stronger! ;D

shall bake cookies for everyone this sat!
i'm such a sweet girl ♥
I tell my coach ily every training now :D

JOKE OF THE DAY:
coach had a swollen toe that was all bruised and it was black
cause the blood vessels burst or something?
& he told me to take a look at it.
& i was like: your toe dirty ah?
TROLL, damn, I'm too sha. ):

take a look at some photos kay ^^










kinda lazy and speechless today :P
sorry my ♥s, hahhaa!
shall go sleep soon ;3 miss me till tmr ♥

one baby step at a timee, okay?

I'll be okay now. (:

HELLO LOVELY READERS ♥

I'm sorry I made you worried :3
I'm fine now!
just having some mood swings ytd! ):
SO SORRY.
HERE'S MY SIGNATURE SMILE AGAIN :D

Alrighty, yesterday was dear baobei's birthday ♥

I love you forever lah baobei, you're always there for me, happy and sad times :D
youknowIloveyou lots ♥ & i know i'm strict with you sometimes but it's for your own good yknow! i know you know right ? :D
& thanks for keeping all my dirty little secrets, hewhew, you know everything boy ♥
EVERYTHING :D

Yesterday eyecandy came home with daddy,
& huiern came shortly after,
teached huiern her homework,
bio, and ss, OMG D:
I forgot everything already, thank god we have eye candy's brother :D
HEH. Had a lot of fun finding answers, damn funny. :3

AHBI was supposed to come but she was SO DAMN LONG that when huiern had to go home she also havent come, so i sent huiern to the bus stop :3
poor girl, her ankle was wrapped up and she still came down to tpy then went to jurong to pei her family eat D: poor thing.

& then I came home and eyecandy and I had nth to do so we watched moviee on com! :D
A show by jackie chan, about driving and action :3
it was quite awesomee but i think i saw it somewhere before ah!
EYECANDY YOU ACTCUTE TAKE MY HAIRBAND WEARWEAR NOW I DONT HAVE HAIRBAND ):
ohkay done complaining (:

THERES TRAINING TMR!

YAY! hahaha, stitch is so cute ♥
zomg my stomach muscles aching now! cause of the PT i did on friday ):
shall do more PT on monday :3 hahaha, prove my coach wrong :D

andthen my ex came to text, asked to be friends.
& shit happened.
aiyah. idk what happened next but suddenly I was emo then
EC was throwing tantrums and then laoba was being crazy idk whyy.
So I was upset.
and baby fell alseep.
ohkay lah, but everything turned out finee :D

everything is fine now & thats all that matters ♥

you made a promise, keep it okay.

-edited-
just came home, so friggin tired, sigh.
it's okaay if you think I didn't care and worry.
how would I know your phone cannot receive message.
how would I know you're running around looking for me.
nvm, fine. just fine.

the tears wont hold back today

I'm in a really sucky mood today.
really sucky idk why.

I wonder if I depend on you to cheer me up too much
and when you're missing I feel like I dont know what to do.

I can manage by myself, but when things happen, I just cant.
I'm not strong enough yet.
& it just has to be that things happen when you are gone.

I should learn to be stronger.
should learn to be independent,
so that when there's no one there, I wont cry anymore.



it's been long since I cried myself to sleep.