Hello pepo.
It rained today.
kinda described my mood lah.
woke up late,
had a little commotion.
-.-
but it wasn't noisy, it was heart wrenching.
oh wells,
now I'm a little disappointed,
a little sad,
a little angry.
oh wells,
I don't know
wad are lies and truths anymore.
mehmeh,
had volleyball today.
headache.
and okay,
everything sucked.
serving like shit.
spiking like shit.
receive like shit.
tio scolding luh.
didn't wear socks.
my socks can squeeze water out,
damn gross
-.-
damn rain.
aiyah,
scolding good lah,
I like.
thankyou jiaolian for setting such a nice ball for me to spike.
sorry I let you down by spiking it in the net
-.-
wtf.
thankyou for hitting my head very very hard,
cause I deserved it.
thankyou for letting me save the god damn ball and knocking my head on the floor,
and then saying the ball is a foul.
cause I needed it.
thankyou so much coach,
I love you.
wtf,
felt damn disappointed with myself.
I didn't argue when jiaolian told me to do skipping.
I did it, alright.
-.-
jumped till my heart's content.
I didn't care about my leg,
I didn't care about my head,
I didn't care about my heart.
went to eat.
oh wells,
went home with crapper :D
I won't forget what you said.
I forgived even though I did not forget,
but you held on to that grudge.byebye pepo
koped a quiz randomly,
I suddenly felt like doing one.
QUIZ !
-from yunqian's blog!
Are you the type of person who prefers to stay in or go out?
stay in and emo.
What is your current mood?
empty, moodless.
Does someone like you right now?
nope, I don't think so anymore.
Do you sleep with a fan on?
nope, aircon.
Can you commit to one person?
yup I can, even if the person keeps holding my heart and dropping it,
even if that person sometimes turn his back at me.
Are there any bruises on your body that are the result of your own stupidity?
no bruises currently.
Has a guy/girl sat on your bed before?
yup.
Is it more common for you to follow your heart or your mind?
idk. depends on the situation.
when it comes to love, don't ask me.
Who do you like?
idon'tknow. some stupid retarded monkey.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
nope. smsed though.
What was the last thing someone bought for you?
hmms. bird nest, jiamin! :D
Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
hmms, don't think so.
What summer will you never forget?
this summer.
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
NO.
What were you doing at 4 AM?
sleeping like nobody's business.
Are you a jealous person?
yes. -.-
What are your plans for tonight?
watch a dvd, watch tv, read books, anything to pass through the day and make me tired so I can fall asleep quickly and easily and painlessly.
Do you have strange dreams?
nope. all my dreams are results of what I always think about.
When was the last time you were in a very good mood?
... 1 month ago.
Is there a friend of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yeah.... hmms, I don't really know.
maybe nanny? :D
Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
talked ah? crapper? ugh. no more craps luh.
Is anything bothering you?
yeah, obviously?
Does anyone call you babe?
nope. I also dun wan. -.-
Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
nope. not quite. maybe not at all.
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
10hrs.
Do you know anyone who has been arrested?
nope. stopped by traffic poilce can?
If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
... i don't know. maybe 1 month ago.
What’s on your mind?
lies.
Do people tell you that you look older, younger, or your age?
older.
How did you celebrate your last birthday?
(: best one i had in 14yrs of life.
How are you feeling at this moment?
empty. tired.
How did your night go last night?
i forgot, hopeful, I guess.
How often do you see your best friend?
who's my best friend?
How old will you be at your next birthday?
15 stupid years old.
What would u rather be doing?
nothing, I chose to do this quiz.
What did you last cry over?
some stupid retarded monkey.
What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
saying your heart out, if problems solved then okay. if not cry till you're tired.
Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
er. let me think, I dun think so?
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
er, yeah, toddler's or children books.
Who was the last person you saw?
crapper.
Who was the last person you texted?
er, zehong?
Who was the last person you hung out with?
crapper, yanbin, elmo, vivian, suwei :D
Who was the last person to call you?
MAo-ey. and I missed it. -.-
Who did you last hug?
mao-ey. haha.
Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
erm... i think i said i love you to coach lah x)
Where did you last hang out?
outside 7-11-.-
Does the future scare you?
it makes me tired.
Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
er, idk. got fate.
Why did your parents give you the name you have?
my mom thought it was nice.
If you could have one super power what would it be?
ability to grant wishes.
If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
... probably yes.
What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
hmms. friend luh.
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
ya.
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
yeah. -.-
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
why not?
Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yeah. I'm a crying god.
If something was wrong, who is the first male you would go to?
erm... idk. (:
Did you cry at all today?
thankfully, no.
When's the next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
idk.
How many people did you kiss yesterday?
flying kisses counted?
shasha gives kisses like giving candies to kids.
How many people did you hug yesterday?
can't rmb.
Have you done anything sneaky lately?
heh, guess not? being greedy and saying things with other motives counted?
if so, then yes luh. sorry wife.
Is love really worth fighting for?
erm, if that person have someone else, then no need to fight le ba.
Do you miss anyone?
don tell you who also can guess
What were you doing at midnight last night?
watching YES MAN.
Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn't?
yeah, and regretted? yes.
Do you like sushi?
yeah.
Can you have more than one best friend?
of course.
Anything good happening tomorrow?
idk, if going to the hospital is then yes luh.
Does the last person who texted you make you smile?
erm, hardly cause i'm too emotional.
Name some things you would never tolerate in a relationship?
... i don't really know anymore..
Does anyone of the opposite sex have the same name as you?
nope. Valerie is gay for a guy.
Is there a boy/girl that you would do absolutely anything for?
yeah. unless I can't.
Is life getting better or worse?
worst each day.
Is it past 5pm?
yeah. 8:39PM.
Will you be in a relationship in the next couple of months?
i don't know. teach me to tell the future.
What are you sad about?
... I don't wanna say.
What song did you hear last?
because I'm stupid
If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to?
sotong/xingan/singapore.
Ever made a girl cry?
yeah. ;x cause I'm a bitch?
Do you trust anyone completely?
I did once, but he took my trust and broke it.
my complete trust is hard to earn.
Are you counting down for anything?
not really.
Do you still pinky swear?
i don't know,
if the person asks for one I would ba.
Is the last person you texted single?
i think so.
Pon hugs the teddy bear,
Valeriie hugs the monkey.
it doesn't hug back,
so I keep slapping it's balls.Mom just told me she can't watch dvd with me tonight.
oh wells.
lies and promises,
that were broken.
mommy,
I don't wanna grow up,
I want to clinch onto you forever.
I want to hide under your big big wings,
I want you to hug me and kiss me.
the crying god's finally crying.
Valeriie
