Friday, February 26

rare, unknown, heartbreaking feeling.

HELLO folks.
LOL.
hello pepo. ;p

I'm SUPER! tired. ;p
seriously. I'm lazy to do ace learning, which have like 5 practices, and due on Sunday -.- & I don't think it's easy at all cause alot pepo take a lot time neh. die lo. GG. *cries*

here the listing thingy I do at the pri.blog. ;p it's easier okay ;OO

#1) I am currently talking to a half awake half snoring, retarded monkey PIG.
LOL. He snored and I'm like .____. laugh my ass off ;pp So MEANNN.

#2) today practically sucked/rock. LOL. had JAVELIN for PE and was like damn HIGHHHH. Lol, and somehow lost all my energy and then got damn tried ):

#3) My friggin best friend and stead are all BETRAYERS. LOL! my best friend apparently calls many pepo best friend. -.- cheat my feeling one lor!

& beest friend, you are super GU NIANG okay, today keep lying on my shoulders during physics subb ;pp hahah!

and my stead apparently has TWO pepo he calls stead lah! wad a scammer ;p LaughMyAssOFF. BETRAYER, we're OVER! hahaha. nah, i'm just kidding ;p i love you too much. *vomit* oh wellls (: (baby don't scold me kay i'm kidding ;p)

#4) now I've changed place! I'm sittting behind Mingyuan and like 2 row of the middle column. WTF. LOL. oh wells, best friend is beside me x) hahahahahas, what good luck!

#5) I've injured my hand. and now, i'm ignoring my dog -.- cause he lo. bit my hand -.- and i had to wear the LP support. & I know BENJAMIN (aka blockhead) would say it's a lan pa support -.- oh wells. yay! cause JinHan and I are now best friends . x) inside joke ;p

#6) today MrsGoh said in class: "don't give me the lousy excuse that your dog bite your homework! " and after that when MrsGoh knew my hand was bitten by a dog, she was like: "don't take any offence leh! I in class kidding de! I didn't know you really bitten by dog" .__. and I was like being sarcastic: "yeah lo! MrsGoh! my dog eat my homework and I snatch from him he bite me! T.T" (are you serious??) "nah, just kidding ;p"

#7) I realise I'm crapping.

#8) I owe Christine PRESENT! ;p sorry ah, cause i wanna buy but my cousin lo -.- long story.

#9) I'm realise I'm super super lazy. I'm lazy to stand and go toilet, lazy to do ace learning ): lazy lazy to blog, lazy lazy lazy! ;p awwww. CT test coming i lazy study. LOL.

#10) I like MrTERENCEPoh! hahaahah! thank you ah, sit there hours with me to teach me AMATHS x) and I know your secret! ;p

okay that's it! see, so organised ^^
yay me!

oh, now I realise what i couldn't let go all the while.
it was cause i was jealous, I could stand the fact you're happy now when I'm also in cloud 9. & when I think about when I was heartbroken, helpless, you were there, enjoying your life. and I've feel like I took your rubbish and foolishly took it s treasure. It's like I can feel you sneering, laughing at me.
stupid huh?
I feel like, I'm so stupid, and foolish having this feeling.
and it's like now you know it, laugh. laugh more at me.

but then, the fact I'm able to say it out means that i'm able to let it go alr. I'm really surprised. Reason 1, I don't love no more. Reason 2, time healed my open wounds. i don't know which, but hell.
I know i'm way way way better off.

aye, CT coming. better not flunk it. wait mommy say no more being with ladaa ):
i'm going to go 101. -.-
and don't fail a maths especially. cannot "gu fu" my a maths cher siak! x)

laopo says I blog & leave him alone ):
heartbreak alr.
byebye ):

rock my heart once more; encore.

Wednesday, February 24

run baby run

Hello pepo.

I'm damn tired now, LOL. I'm sorry. No pictures no nothing recently, so boring hor my blog. @.@ aiyah, my life been a piece of like shit. is really luh, as boring as this blog. I wasting my time to sleep posting man. crap.

my whole life everyday a maths e maths maths maths maths @.@ cries. just because I missed 4 lessons luh -.- okayy, that's alot lah but then aiyah now all I remember is RUN & DIVE. Basically I'm like running and DYING. blehh. It's like a marathon that never ends, your minds racing, your hearts screaming, your soul's lost in the wind. & you're like just saying RUN BABY RUN and you're like dunno why the hell you're saying it. HEH! Dory : keep on swimming keep on swimming ^^

oh wells, run and dive lah, not run and DIE. x)
and stupid bio is now super cool cause we're learning the AHBOI's TEST! hahahaha(: it's called the Benedict's solution ^^v super cute huh? x) oh wells, I'm super tired.

today many things happen luh ); and everything made me very -.- I dunno how to say lah. I dun understand their way of settle problem lah. D:
LOL. Some silly Zebra is gonna be my shield if I tio dai ji lehh x) He said he help me and I was like:
if the person ask me go back gate then I go with you and if he want hit ppl i will tell them YOU WANT HIT PEPO HIT HIM AND I POINT AT ZEBRA. laugh my ass off. x) cute animal. ;p

and oh my, I owe MrTERENCEPoh my a maths2.7 and I owe mdm Xu a compo about love my life. &I owe MrsGoh completing the square D: and SHE GIVE ME 2 DEMERIT POINTS lo! x.x cause I go toilet with Feryn and Cynthia then we late then thanks to 10 ppl of our class tht stayed in the class we tio also T.T cries. who th hell tell me 3F go back class already -.-

aiyah, byebye. I go sleep (:

too tired to say

sick & tired,
bounded & wounded,
I lay in my pool of unseen blood.
my mind's racing,
my heart's pounding,
my soul's howling.
lost in the wind,
lost in the hurt,
lost in the thoughts and dreams.
alone,
shattered,
broken into little pieces.
they say it's
way beyond broken.
valerie YUEN yi yue.

Thursday, February 18

god bless me.

hello pepo.

you know the world is unfair.
life is unfair.

I might be having like: kidney failure.

yeah, maybe I'm dying.
byebye cruel world.
byebye.

don't remember me.
it's not worth remembering.

Sunday, February 14

seriously, BORED.

THIS. IS. MY. VERY. CREATIVE. BOYFRIEND.
[big big hearts x)]
LOL, credits to boyfriend x)
happy VALENTINES DAY x) LOL!
Randoming x)
people are you so jealous and jealous of meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
i've sucha nice boyfriend ^^
and she has a very very sweet girlfriend okay ^^
awww, we make sucha cuteee pair x)

HELLO PEPO (;
I'm very very bored right now x)
and everybody is trying to snatch the com from meeee -.-
and i'm like die die trying to "hop" this lappy of mine ;O
cause i'm sucha good girl, waiting for my malaysia-gone wife to come online msn ):
oh wells (:
see how bored am i?

credits to my cousin to click on the button to take the picture -.-
it's nice being a dino ^^
._____.
new years ghost (;

neh , i think she appeared.

seeeee!!!!!!!!!!!
LAOPO! I more MACHO THAN YOU ^^
LOL!
as a matter of fact, more macho than mr kenneth ng x)
TWEEE :D

see my cute cute cousins x)
jokers sia x)
LOL.
there are times when I dunooo wth I'm doing x0
seee my -.- face. LOL!
my FATHER! LOL.
Looks are scary (physically) than FERLYN TAN hor x)
well, you see we are wearing the same shirt

see, very cute peoples x)

LOL, you see, thats my cousin,
I purposely cocked my head to show you guys x)
^^ i have such good photography skills right?
xDDD
byebye, I wanna play monopoly.