apology

^just woke up @.@ signature smile ^^
hello pepo(:

i'm posting now to apologise to someone.
cause i think i accidentally diao-ed you to make you real mad for actually nothing. i didn't hear you call me, so you'd think I diao you. D: sorry aye? (:

misunderstanding lahh (:

I feel i'm so silly. apologising to everybody. every single body. every single girl, when it's like, not totally my fault or it's not my fault at all.


just think that, ladies shouldn't hate each other lahh, should all stay peace and united together(: being a lady is tough okay.

gotta, put up with long thick hair and make up that spoil your faces and this and that. putting up with guys. LOL. no offence to my wife but oh wells ;D

today's april fool eve was .___.
we swapped class. the sec3s ;p
and then after recess finally gpt scolded ;O
why can't teachers just join in the fun?
gotta go out with laopo! byebye ;D

ps: a MATHS kills my brain cells ;p

ugly girl.

HELLO PEPO.

ugly girl posting.
gosh. even now I look in the mirror I look ugly @.@
HEH.

please luh, my eye circles @.@ ;OO
my photo looks better in the IC. you know why?
it's black and white @.@

oh my, tell me they are not putting the ez link card photo on the megazineT.T
i'm crying mann. *cries*

I'm such a gossiper and such a bitch okayy.
I quarrelled with laopo today. our quarrel is super drama I realise -.- HEH. oh wells, dramatic couple here (: dun jealous. oh my did I just tell people to be jealous that we're quarrelling? @.@
wthell is wrong with me?? LOL.

okay, i'm being in a super dramatic mood now. gosh, I'm so tired. D: there's my eye rings again T.T no wonder I loved sleeping beauty (:

well, looked at the photos of my previous post and realised that I'm seriously very ah lian looking luhh xDD my cousin said that lehh, so i decided to make myself feel better ;D


this is not childish. this is artistic and child-like!
check up the dictionary for the red words okay x)


the hair style is only ahlian without the dress okayy! ;DD see, beauty x)
and my face in picture #1 look very looong x))



okay, i'm sorry-aye for the newspaper on the floor xDDD
this is the full dress ;DD in my home



& I had 4 dresses to choose from! and guess what I bought 2 of them, x) I shant tell you which is the other ;p LOL. I took photos in the dressing room okay. @.@ super sick. but I taking myself okay!! (sounds more wrong now :x)


The pictures are practically in opposite order @.@ but ah, wells ;OO
try to scribble my life in summary these days for you ;p

well, nothing major, but laopo and I wenta bugis recently ;ppp we got partner's present! YAY! :D and well, I'm really not happy with few people recently. What the hell is wrong with me. UGH!

In a blink of an eye,

tears are shed.

in seconds,

a heart is broken.

-Valerie.

LOL, to wenting ^^

hello, pepo,

wenting wanna see my everlast shirt

and my ah lian look. LOL! This is before the wedding i at the salon. LOL.

because dun have dress then wear normal clothes then i think like ah lian. ._.

Dedicated. to one blur queen.

CUTE? hahaha, most will say so lah,

heh. let me show you HER REAL IDENTITY....

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SYSTEM ERROR.

BLOGGER TOO LAZY TO PRESS SOMEMORE.

just scroll down lah

TADAA!

LOL. crown on the head for queen le lah.
BLUR QUEEN x)





I find little photos of you. ):

but it's still sufficient.
You LOVE TO EAT.
& love to be EXTRA x)

photo taken above was actually intended for jieying and ferlyn.

Please see the look on jieying's face and you can see xD

photo below was me trying to ZILIAN. ;OOO

LOL! cute huh, my xingan S-O-T-O-N-G.

& she gets really insane she she's waits for food.

see her, like xiao zhar bor liddat xDD

SUPEr DUPER FUNNY-RETARDED.

the cool ad know it all.

Antenna longer than giraffe neck ;p

see the way she gets her news?

anywhere anytime ;DD

love her shroomy HEAD x)) HAHAHAH!

& RED BIRDY SPECS x))

you should be crated off to weird zoo x))

HAHAHAHA!

dearest Cynthia,

I hope you enjoyed your 15th birthday!!

;D

and sorry for the belated present. because really, I wanted to get it last week but no stock D: stock comes in first week of april D:

bleh. just wanted to say, thanks for being there. everytime. and the most important time. thanks for all the songs you've introduced and the time you spent on me. I know I disappoint you a hell lot of time. and i'm a great pangseh-er. but just to tell you, I've always took you as someone real special, even though we don't spend so much time together.

Hee, I love you lah! from the bottom of my heart!

have success in whatever you do okay!

yes, you can redeem your karaoke anytime, must tell me one week before ;p

HEH.

decided to dedicate this song for you ((;

You take a deep breath
And you walk through the doors
It's the mornin of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
And try to stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year
And you're gonna be here for the next 4 years
In this town
Hopin' one of those Senior boys
Will wink at you and say 'I haven't seen you around before'

Cuz when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feelin' like there's nothin to figure out

Count to ten
Take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to red-head Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughi'n at the other girls
Who they think they're so cool
We'll be out of here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date
And he's got a car
And you're feelin like flyin
And you're momma's waitin up
And you're thinkin he's the one
And you're dancin around the room when the night ends
When the night ends

Cuz when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
And your first kiss makes your head spin around

But in your life you'll do things
Greater than datin the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted
Was to be wanted
Wish you could go back
And tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams in life
And Abigail gave everything she had
To a boy who changed his mind
And we both cried

Cuz when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Don't forget to look before you fall

I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be
at fifteen

La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la...

You're very first day
Take a deep breath girl
And take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

ridiculous thinkings

Hello pepo.

after this post, you might find me in class sleeping in a few hours time.

ohf.I'm just so sad right now ):

I'm just thinking ridiculous stuffs, making myself sad, sensitive and making everyone sad with me. )':

i'm so frustratted with this feeling, this selfish, sensitive feeling. This EFF-ing feeling that I cannot get rid of. how selfish. how sentitive. HAH.

& seriously I've regretting blurting/saying it all out because now I'm all alone. I don't know why. The person that wanted to know so much why I was sad and disappeared after I shot everything )':

oh god. OFGod.

Ridiculous thinkings are not meant to be said.
because they are ridiculous and are kept in the very very back of your brain.
once in a while you think about it and get upset by it.
& you rant it,
the other party get sad too.
just because of a 3 minute thinking.
I really regretted now.

cause I'm sitting here in the dark. Alone.
I'm afraid of the dark.
I didn't knew when.

you'll never know.
cause you'd never read my blog unless I told you to.
I told you I didn't wanna say it.
you forced me.
Now everyone's upset.
))':

oh, how silly I am.
unreasonable. petty. sensitive. ridiculous. dumb. hurtful. doubtful. idiotic.
bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch.
bitch x 10to the power of infinity =VALERIE YUEN YI YUE.

#1. even if I ask you to change, you won't.

#2. even if you wanna change, I won't let you.