you have my heart.

hello awesome readers ♥

gosh, y'all are so awesomee :3
hewhewhew.

woke up early again as usual ):
& then finally slept at 10 againn,
then finally woke at 2pm :D
hahahha, imma pig, i know );

ate my porridge and went to school for training ♥
mingyuan came! yay, then got someone pei me volleyball, (:
to my dearest C girls, dont cry anymore kay ):
be stronger! ;D

shall bake cookies for everyone this sat!
i'm such a sweet girl ♥
I tell my coach ily every training now :D

JOKE OF THE DAY:
coach had a swollen toe that was all bruised and it was black
cause the blood vessels burst or something?
& he told me to take a look at it.
& i was like: your toe dirty ah?
TROLL, damn, I'm too sha. ):

take a look at some photos kay ^^










kinda lazy and speechless today :P
sorry my ♥s, hahhaa!
shall go sleep soon ;3 miss me till tmr ♥

one baby step at a timee, okay?

I'll be okay now. (:

HELLO LOVELY READERS ♥

I'm sorry I made you worried :3
I'm fine now!
just having some mood swings ytd! ):
SO SORRY.
HERE'S MY SIGNATURE SMILE AGAIN :D

Alrighty, yesterday was dear baobei's birthday ♥

I love you forever lah baobei, you're always there for me, happy and sad times :D
youknowIloveyou lots ♥ & i know i'm strict with you sometimes but it's for your own good yknow! i know you know right ? :D
& thanks for keeping all my dirty little secrets, hewhew, you know everything boy ♥
EVERYTHING :D

Yesterday eyecandy came home with daddy,
& huiern came shortly after,
teached huiern her homework,
bio, and ss, OMG D:
I forgot everything already, thank god we have eye candy's brother :D
HEH. Had a lot of fun finding answers, damn funny. :3

AHBI was supposed to come but she was SO DAMN LONG that when huiern had to go home she also havent come, so i sent huiern to the bus stop :3
poor girl, her ankle was wrapped up and she still came down to tpy then went to jurong to pei her family eat D: poor thing.

& then I came home and eyecandy and I had nth to do so we watched moviee on com! :D
A show by jackie chan, about driving and action :3
it was quite awesomee but i think i saw it somewhere before ah!
EYECANDY YOU ACTCUTE TAKE MY HAIRBAND WEARWEAR NOW I DONT HAVE HAIRBAND ):
ohkay done complaining (:

THERES TRAINING TMR!

YAY! hahaha, stitch is so cute ♥
zomg my stomach muscles aching now! cause of the PT i did on friday ):
shall do more PT on monday :3 hahaha, prove my coach wrong :D

andthen my ex came to text, asked to be friends.
& shit happened.
aiyah. idk what happened next but suddenly I was emo then
EC was throwing tantrums and then laoba was being crazy idk whyy.
So I was upset.
and baby fell alseep.
ohkay lah, but everything turned out finee :D

everything is fine now & thats all that matters ♥

you made a promise, keep it okay.

-edited-
just came home, so friggin tired, sigh.
it's okaay if you think I didn't care and worry.
how would I know your phone cannot receive message.
how would I know you're running around looking for me.
nvm, fine. just fine.

the tears wont hold back today

I'm in a really sucky mood today.
really sucky idk why.

I wonder if I depend on you to cheer me up too much
and when you're missing I feel like I dont know what to do.

I can manage by myself, but when things happen, I just cant.
I'm not strong enough yet.
& it just has to be that things happen when you are gone.

I should learn to be stronger.
should learn to be independent,
so that when there's no one there, I wont cry anymore.



it's been long since I cried myself to sleep.

afraid of the pain

Greetings my lovely readers (:
did you guys miss me? ♥
aww, i know you did, imma so lovely.

Shall do a short post today cause I'm going to watch me teevee soon :3
starts at 12.30 :D
ohkayy, woke up at 7+ today :x
my body alarm clock spoil laa ); I wake up around that timing no matter what time I sleep! ):

& then I texted awhile and fell asleep again :D
woke up at around 12pm ):
was late AS USUAL, littlemisslate here!
-waves-
& choinged to school, but it was raining );

still met my baby for lunch ♥
ohohoh, & i saw nanny pooh & my favourite junior :D
"it's been like 1000 years since we met" :3
TROLOL, now you know why she's my favourite junior (;

Alrighty, I realise I've been coming back to training a lot huh? ):
I regret not coming since jan & feb ): sigh, stupid me.
It's ohkay, not too late to repent ♥
well, why do I realise that?
today I went to sign in at the guard place & the auntie told me i dont need to sign in. TROLOLOL. see, i've come tooo many times, i'd probably flood the book with my cute namee (:
& mrsgoh saw me today and she was like:
valerie, I'm so proud of you, you portray the chung cheng sprit 饮水思源!
so you see, now you now imma good girl ♥

look how cute my juniors are righty? (:

didnt do much in training today ):
was kinda slack since coach talked for 1.5 hours,
tried to brainwash them, but to no avail!

so I trained with the wall awhile, ran for 2 rounds with them,
& drank bubble tea ♥ thanks coach youknow Iloveyou ♥
hewhew, so happygirl95 was the parttime FREE coach for the team today,
shouting for them and everything, see the things I do for a cup of bubbletea ):
I'm so easily bought over ):

at the end of the day, did PT with the girls.
PT yknow! I was so guilty of the sugar content in the bubble tea ):
I'm a healthy girl yknoow!
coach still suan me say I now can do pt anymoree ):
ehy, I can lor! humph, next time they do pt i must do also!

talked to the girls awhile.
pep talk kay, my pep talk short and sweet comfirm brainwash onee ♥
hewhew.

went home & watch my unriddle 2 last episodee :3
ohyeah, eyecandy, while you were sleeping like a cute pig my dad I were gossiping about you. :3 hewhew



wah, huang jun xiong damn handsome pleasee ♥ will miss him ;3

was bored and zilianing at homee (:
wondering i look nicer with or without specs :3

watching my husbandd on tv & talking to my laoba otp :D
HEHEHEHE :D

byebye readers ♥



cause imma afraid i'll hurt you.

"i think you fall for him le." "idk."

Hello readers.
your dear blogger is feeling moodless now,
ex came to pester me again, idk what the hell he wants.
it's always about small small things.
Was super pissed off just now actually, damn irritated.

& was complaining to eyecandy & i forgot his pattern,
he got pissed off. ):
i should stop making him worry & upset over me huh.
-guilty-

moodless the entire night. pfft.
having headaches since idk when , shall sleep after this.
is like i've alr moved on,
leave me alone & let me live my life can
because of you , you make me upset,
& make everybody around me that cares upset also.

eyecandy: next time dont throw your phone on the floor because you didnt receive my message kay, next time i will reply fastfast :x sorry for making you worry & calling me. thanks for caring okay (:

baby: sorry i'm such a bad mummy you have to worry about me, i'll try to be a good girl & thanks for being there all the time, (; you rock my panda socks. ♥ see you tmr for lunch & volleyball, hewhew.

laoba: sorry lah, dao reply you, i totally no mood, somemore you tell me who you wanna side with if got something happen, i really damn pissed off uh ;x

I'M SUCHA BAD GIRL TODAY, MADE EVERYBODY WORRY OVER AND OVER.

recently, there's this song, "worldwide" by big time rush, it's awesomee ♥
sweet, (:

"wait a minute, before you tell me anything, how was your day? cause i've been missing you by my side" ♥

& the killer sentence:
"yes, i may, meet a million pretty girls that know my name, but dont you worry, cause you have my heart" ♥

songs are really beautiful stuffs.
goodnight readers, do leave a tag, or i'll eat you. ^^